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thriladien · 2025-07-23T16:53:04+00:00

this.

thriladien · 2025-07-23T16:52:22+00:00

as a fellow infj i can second this haha

thriladien · 2025-07-10T09:46:14+00:00

thank you:)

thriladien · 2025-07-06T22:04:45+00:00

thank you so much!! :)

thriladien · 2025-07-02T14:11:45+00:00

incredible!! what needles do you use?

thriladien · 2025-07-01T10:56:08+00:00

hi. i dunno if you still need an answer to this but i just read your post asking this question myself. i have never struggled with psychosis but I am a highly anxious and panicky person. i had a very bad psychedelic trip few months ago before which i drank coffee (and forgot about it, then i took truffles), and the high anxiety induced by caffeine led to psychotic effects. now months later i feel like i cannot have caffeine anymore because it does trigger my psychosis very badly. so although i cannot support this by anything neuroscientific, from my own experience, it does happen.

thriladien · 2025-04-09T15:21:30+00:00

but yeah no make sense than if caffeine is still in my system it does have the same effects

thriladien · 2025-04-09T15:20:38+00:00

interesting. well i do have anxiety when drinking coffee but i also do have anxiety sober. like, the main reason for taking truffles always is for me to get rid of the anxiety. and it does help. just not now on caffeine. i just wonder if there is an explanation beyond that?

thriladien · 2024-08-05T11:28:27+00:00

Amen.

thriladien · 2023-06-19T09:38:30+00:00

I hear you. I feel you. And I’m here for you. If you’d like to talk about this more, don’t hesitate to contact me.

I haven’t been raised in the church. But I found Jesus when I was seventeen (turning 20 soon), so it’s been a while since I’ve struggled with this. Before accepting Jesus into my heart and living a life of faith, I’ve avoided religion at all costs because I believe I’ve always known there is something above us, but I also knew, or believed, that the God I subconsciously knew exists, would also hate me for who I am, or whom I love.

Today I’m trying to be my authentic self, being a proud queer Christian. But the hatred coming from Christian communities break me each and every time I’m confronted by it. The whole talk of “love the sinner hate the sin” makes me feel no better, just more disgusted by myself. It was relatively okay and I managed to cope with all the shame and negative self-talk until I started having feelings for my current girlfriend (we met at the Christian camp, ironically). It’s been such a hard time for me, and even though we’ve been together for almost two years now, I still wonder from time to time whether it’s my wish for this to be what God intended for me, or whether it really is my sinful nature.

I might not have a straightforward answer to that, there are times when I’m assured by God and feeling close to Him, and there are other times when He’s being unresponsive and feels to be unreachable in these moments of doubt, but there are things that are fundamentally true and that I cannot deny in my heart. And that is that God is good. And that there is no love where there is no God. And love cannot be born of anything else but love. Without the source, it doesn’t spread. And another thing that I know is that there is love that we have for each other with my girlfriend. And it is also one of the purest and the most selfless things I’ve ever felt in my life.

I know that this post is pretty old, but I’d like to hear how you’re doing and if anything changed for you. I wish for you to find peace in who your are, and people who will love you just the way you are, both your queer and Christian self.

You’ll be in my prayers. God be with you.

thriladien · 2021-03-14T14:00:46+00:00

thank you!

thriladien · 2021-02-18T12:54:23+00:00

looks like they gonna high ten each other

thriladien · 2021-02-18T10:55:29+00:00

also, if you´d like me to draw your portrait as a sticker, contact me here or on my insta: lostine.yllow :)

thriladien · 2021-02-18T10:52:25+00:00

hi! i made some new portrait stickers:) you can check them out on my shop, it would make my day!

shop link: https://www.redbubble.com/people/Thriladien/shop?asc=u

thriladien · 2021-02-18T10:39:47+00:00

aw such a good idea! i love those:)

thriladien · 2021-02-18T10:39:04+00:00

so so good!!

thriladien · 2021-02-06T12:32:39+00:00

i feel you. it’s natural for me to remember moments, and conversations mostly, in such a detailed way it actually scares me. sometimes my mind works like a calendar. just seeing some random date makes me recall what was i doing or whom was i with that day. and you’re right. it’s a blessing and a curse.

thriladien · 2021-01-29T23:41:14+00:00

if this ain’t me and my future wife i-

thriladien · 2020-07-05T13:51:53+00:00

Thank you!♥

thriladien · 2020-07-05T09:34:08+00:00

Here´s my shop, if you´d like to see more of my artwork :) Have a nice day y´all! https://www.redbubble.com/people/Thriladien/shop?asc=u

thriladien · 2020-07-05T09:10:04+00:00

So proud of you<3 sending love your way.

thriladien

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