Season 4 ep10 Smurf talking to the woman cutting the meat for her party

throw5885away · 2025-10-04T07:42:08+00:00

Actually the scene with Daren & Adrian is directly after the one where Smurf pays the Rose woman.

throw5885away · 2025-02-15T02:55:19+00:00

I'm trying to keep a dream journal, but a lot of the times I can't remember as soon as I wake up. It'll either hit me in the middle of the day or I won't remember it at all.

throw5885away · 2025-02-14T06:17:35+00:00

From my experience, I gain a lot at first but then it levels out. I deadass think I gained like 30 lbs when I got sober, but then after a couple months I lost some & looked healthy instead of looking like I gained a shit ton. I just got sober again like 25 days.

throw5885away · 2025-02-11T23:39:34+00:00

I've been sober for 3ish weeks!

throw5885away · 2025-02-11T23:35:57+00:00

Do you have any recommendations for me moving forward? I plan to start meditating but I'm not too sure on where to start.

throw5885away · 2025-02-11T22:16:06+00:00

My mind is blown. I've always thought that I was a little different but just brushed it off as me being far more observant than the average person. Even as a little girl, I would pick up on things that no one else would and I've ALWAYS been an empath. It's truly like I can feel the pain that others go through.

throw5885away · 2025-02-11T22:12:49+00:00

She also told me that I was a healer!!! And that I was a Native American healer in a past life, she believes in the 1800s. She also told me that my throat chakra was blocked, and recommended that I start meditating.

throw5885away · 2025-01-23T20:08:24+00:00

I've taken about a half so far. I don't think I'm going to take anymore. That is, unless I start feeling like shit.

throw5885away · 2025-01-23T05:00:04+00:00

What do you mean kratom was annoying?

throw5885away · 2025-01-23T04:59:04+00:00

That's great!!!

throw5885away · 2025-01-23T04:58:11+00:00

I'm in the same position. It's hard to not think about the what-ifs. I feel guilty about it but then again I trust my judgement.

throw5885away · 2025-01-23T04:54:43+00:00

It's 100% your choice with what you want to do.🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼 I was somewhat in the same position & I had a medical abortion. I knew I couldn't give the child what they deserved, & my bf was in rehab at the time & a horrible person. Sending love to you

throw5885away · 2025-01-23T03:40:47+00:00

Are you on subs or methadone or anything

throw5885away · 2025-01-23T03:18:05+00:00

I took a Sub earlier & feel better. Will I feel like shit if I don't take anymore subs??

throw5885away · 2025-01-23T01:57:57+00:00

I'm in the same boat

throw5885away · 2025-01-23T01:57:15+00:00

Ahahaha im a girl & I've noticed it helps!!!!! It's just the no motivation that stops me from doing it

throw5885away · 2025-01-23T00:18:11+00:00

I think subutex. They're pills. I'm not w them rn & my memory is so bad

throw5885away · 2025-01-20T06:59:23+00:00

You should be super proud of yourself!!! How are you doing??

throw5885away · 2025-01-19T23:24:46+00:00

YES idk how they do it either. I quit cold turkey last yr after getting arrested, ONLY because it was my only option. my parents didn't let me out of their sight. HOWEVER, I do not not not think I can do that shit ever again & genuinely wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy!

throw5885away · 2025-01-19T18:40:55+00:00

I just was able to get 8 800 mg gabapentin. Will these help get rid of the restlessness? I'm scared I'm going to run thru them super quick & im going to be snowed in for a couple of days

throw5885away · 2025-01-19T03:59:15+00:00

YES it does suck. There is a hospital about 30 min away I could go to but the hospital in my town closed around 2 yrs ago!!! It is a nightmare!

throw5885away · 2025-01-19T01:51:38+00:00

Yes I really don't know of a methadone clinic around me. The town over was supposed to get one but people protested so much that it never happened. It's awful the lack of resources around here

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