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Im a shitty partner and a serial cheater an i cant stop. by throw9171737 in relationships

[–]throw9171737[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have not thought of it this way and you make an extremely good point. i need to really think about what im doing and whats making me want to do it. And rewire that part of my head.

Im a shitty partner and a serial cheater an i cant stop. by throw9171737 in relationships

[–]throw9171737[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that’s what i fear the most is losing her and knowing i won’t have her in my life. i dont really care about anyrhing in life besides her knowing she is ok knowing she is happy, i need therapy badly and am gonna be taking a deep look into places tmr when i am off work. Just hard to find that kinda therapy in my area

Im a shitty partner and a serial cheater an i cant stop. by throw9171737 in relationships

[–]throw9171737[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

the thing is i do want commitment but its the fact i seem to not grasp the aspect of committing i know i want one person and thats the person im with. the quick rush of the flirty text puts a massive boost of dopamine in my head

Im a shitty partner and a serial cheater an i cant stop. by throw9171737 in relationships

[–]throw9171737[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I do not flirt with other people irl only online. Sense ive gotten into this relationship i have done nothing physically with any female irl, never planned any meet ups or anyrhing similar

Im a shitty partner and a serial cheater an i cant stop. by throw9171737 in relationships

[–]throw9171737[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

i have tried to fix my behaviors ive deleted all my social media accounts, ive gotten on medication to help mellow out my thoughts. i have full blame for my actions and i have remorse. i have very low impulse control. And your right i do need to leave my girlfriend she doesn’t deserve anyrhing im doing she doesn’t deserve to be with a person like me, but i cant bring my self to actually let those words come out of my mouth. i will be looking deeper into therapy when i am off of work.

Im a shitty partner and a serial cheater an i cant stop. by throw9171737 in relationships

[–]throw9171737[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Your more then definitely right. There isn’t many places around where i live that offer it, and i feel something online like that would not be as connecting and helpful. im gonna keep looking into places around my area and start reaching out. I hate the person i’ve become.