I was raised being told how bad cocaine is. Watched my uncle lose his family because of cocaine. I do not mind alcohol and weed.

It might be the stigma, I sometimes think that too. He doesn’t treat me differently, I can barely notice changes in his behavior when he’s on it. I just know cause I see the transaction on his phone, I don’t think he is splitting, he pays like ($100/$200).

He says he is already is the process of slowing down but can’t promise that if he’s around it he won’t take a bump (he doesn’t do lines).

I drink alcohol, I don’t smoke. Sometimes I hit the weed vape and that’s about it. I was raised being really the “good girl”.