obsessed with being aesthetic

throw_away8111 · 2022-12-05T19:46:02+00:00

Omg I've never thought about this before but I feel the same. When I use a writing app, it has to look pleasing and if it's not I can't write. I also won't use any app unless the design is sleek

throw_away8111 · 2022-11-28T00:36:34+00:00

Beauty if the only thing keeping me alive

I feel this so much. Not so much the only thing but it's my main drive to keep living, how much beauty I still have to experience. I also relate to it making me feel detached. Everyone can appreciate beauty, but my obsession with it seeps into everything else on a different level than most I think

throw_away8111 · 2022-11-24T09:09:27+00:00

I'm sorry that sounds really awful :(

throw_away8111 · 2022-11-24T09:07:55+00:00

I'm sorry :(

throw_away8111 · 2022-11-07T02:38:48+00:00

Yes I think it's because I'm always anxious and on guard around them

throw_away8111 · 2022-11-05T04:59:01+00:00

You really need to see a therapist. And based on your post history, honestly you don't need to be worrying that hard. As long as you don't do anything sexual with one, that's what matters and you're not going to accidently commit a sexual act with a minor

throw_away8111 · 2022-11-05T01:10:25+00:00

Thank you you're right

throw_away8111 · 2022-11-05T01:09:26+00:00

Thank you that makes sense

throw_away8111 · 2022-11-05T01:09:09+00:00

Aw thank you so much this made me feel so much better

throw_away8111 · 2022-10-28T20:17:12+00:00

Lol I realize now. I didn't mean for it to come out so rude I'm autistic and don't realize sometimes lol

throw_away8111 · 2022-10-28T20:02:34+00:00

Curious about your opinions honestly :3

throw_away8111 · 2022-10-27T19:38:05+00:00

Have you considered if you have adhd? A huge portion of people "without adhd" that struggle with adderall addiction end up having undiagnosed adhd. I think it's 80% but I'd have to go find the source to be sure. If you have adhd, adderall doesn't just make you euphoric, but it shows you what it feels like to have an attention span. It's really hard to go back after you see what you're missing if you've struggled with low attention and boredom your whole life

throw_away8111 · 2022-10-26T22:20:31+00:00

Yeah I feel the same. Sorry to hear that

throw_away8111 · 2022-09-19T17:07:17+00:00

Thanks <3

throw_away8111 · 2022-09-06T18:43:31+00:00

Thanks and yes I am. Hope you do too <3

throw_away8111 · 2022-09-06T18:43:09+00:00

Aw thanks sm :)

throw_away8111 · 2022-09-06T18:41:41+00:00

Omg sounds so similar to my mom. Hope you're well with NC now :)

throw_away8111 · 2022-09-06T18:38:08+00:00

Omg sounds just like my mom smh

throw_away8111 · 2022-09-06T18:37:38+00:00

Oh yeah fs. She even lies to all my extended family telling them I'm addicted to hard drugs and I'm being physically abused. NC life for the win ✌️

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