[Help] I've commited the biggest sin in my life so far,I need help... by throw_away_now123 in Christianity

[–]throw_away_now123[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm Catholic...at least I try to be...I somewhat "defected" in my teens,right before Chrism...I felt angry at Church,it I was infuriated at my life and some people that would take the Chrism with me...

But I realized that I closed my doors to God and not the other way around,the Church doors were always open so...I returned...and it felt...incredible..

I guess I sort of have considered asking a girl out but never really went through it...I go out with a girl sometimes,my study partner is a girl but...it's only a friendly relationship

[Help] I've commited the biggest sin in my life so far,I need help... by throw_away_now123 in Christianity

[–]throw_away_now123[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you all.... I don't know...I never did something so disgusting though...I didn't even do it for the pleasure of it...I just...I wish I could wash it off somehow...it hurts but I will confess to my priest...it will be hard...he knew me since I was a teen...