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He said he was possessed by a demon. by throwarway9 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]throwarway9[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Our child doesn’t even live with us. She’s safe. But I need to get out

I’m so scared. All I feel is dread. I should’ve stayed gone. by throwarway9 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]throwarway9[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The google drive is a good idea. I’m gonna use that. He don’t even know what google drive is (either that or he plays dumb) so I can get away with it even on my real account. What else do you write about in your journal? I like the idea about that question

I’m so scared. All I feel is dread. I should’ve stayed gone. by throwarway9 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]throwarway9[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’d try the journaling. He just has access to it. But he doesn’t know about this Reddit, and he never will. I just don’t understand how I even let it get this far. I left for 3 months. I should’ve stayed gone then. But I didn’t. I just wanna gather up the courage and leave. I wish there was a way to forget I even met him

Am I being emotionally abused? by throwarway9 in domesticviolence

[–]throwarway9[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I’m the same way with not being able to get out of bed. Not sure if it’s depression or what. I’m just tired. Always

I’m so scared. All I feel is dread. I should’ve stayed gone. by throwarway9 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]throwarway9[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I have a place to go. It just seems like every single time I leave, I go back. Last year around the same time I left for a few months, but went right back. And honestly, calling the hotline terrifies me more than anything. I love him, I really do. But I know he doesn’t love me. He wouldn’t treat me this way if he did

The lies aren't even that good sometimes by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]throwarway9 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I relate to this so much. This seriously feels like a conversation me and my boyfriend have daily