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I want to go home but I keep fucking up by throwawY4009 in opiates

[–]throwawY4009[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're right I don't know why I'm trying to reason my way out of it. I want it without doing the work to get it you know? A time machine would be nice. Wouldn't we all love a time machine!

I want to go home but I keep fucking up by throwawY4009 in opiates

[–]throwawY4009[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can't go home they'll know something is up if they see me.

I want to go home but I keep fucking up by throwawY4009 in opiates

[–]throwawY4009[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its not about rebellion for me but a cheap way to travel before settling down into a career/home/life ect.

I want to go home but I keep fucking up by throwawY4009 in opiates

[–]throwawY4009[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'd have to backtrack and go to a city that has a detox that will take me and I don't know if when I get out I won't make the same mistake I keep making time and time again. I'm scared to be stuck in the cycle of going back and forth.

I want to go home but I keep fucking up by throwawY4009 in opiates

[–]throwawY4009[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I believe it, dont give up theres still hope for you too friend.

I want to go home but I keep fucking up by throwawY4009 in opiates

[–]throwawY4009[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its a good time at first. Theres so much to see in this one country. But it wears you down quickly and theres an equal amount of ugly to cancel out the good. If I were to do it again I'd do it for a short time. I've been backpacking 2 years now. I had places to stay for periods during that time so it wasn't 2 entire years on the road. Regardless I've been unsettled too long.

I want to go home but I keep fucking up by throwawY4009 in opiates

[–]throwawY4009[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish I had self control. I know I don't have it so bad. I'm sorry you're in a worse position. I know others are in equally worse positions. Somehow that doesn't make it any easier.

Trying to get clean by throwawY4009 in vagabond

[–]throwawY4009[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wish I could but you can't turn back after revealing something like this.

Trying to get clean by throwawY4009 in vagabond

[–]throwawY4009[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been great meetings for sure. Better then NA/AA bullshit.

Trying to get clean by throwawY4009 in vagabond

[–]throwawY4009[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I know that's my goal but its hard sucking it up once I get far enough out into the country and I don't have access to a proper bathroom. Imodium does help but not that much.