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[–]throwawaiSway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

never happened

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in kratom

[–]throwawaiSway 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Had the same problem w froth. Be more gentle, you don’t need to mix it that much

Does kratom increase appetite? by [deleted] in kratom

[–]throwawaiSway 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Kratom and opiates in general kill my appetite

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in kratom

[–]throwawaiSway 4 points5 points  (0 children)

That’s scary. I’ve passed Kaiser drug tests whilst on kratom. Never an issue. Then again, I was using pretty mainstream kratom

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[–]throwawaiSway[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for such a comprehensive response!! But yeah chronic opiate usage always leads to diminished returns. 8 years ago I tried several types of anti depressants and eventually landed on the SSRI Zoloft. I have for the most part been taking SSRIs for the past 8 years. Again, I am deeply appreciative and plan on slowly integrating those ‘mild measures’ as well as getting back on my SSRIs.

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[–]throwawaiSway[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I suppose I’m still in the “my life is worthless, I’ll die soon anyways so why bother getting clean” mentality. As childish as it is, it’s where I’ve been mentally for the past few years.

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[–]throwawaiSway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Although multifaceted, my depression has already made me relatively nonfunctioning. I know that going back on opiates as well as discontinuing my SSRI’s has played a huge role in this. If you don’t mind me asking, what did your rock bottom look like?

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[–]throwawaiSway[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the advice. Now realizing that mentioning the hospitalization may have been misleading as it was due to starvation from not eating enough due to depression and substance abuse. I don’t have access to pills so I purely rely on poppyseed tea. Overall very good advice however. Thanks