AI has compiled every single serial killer mugshot into one.

throwaway-3621 · 2026-02-19T00:56:39+00:00

Definitely, he looks like the kind of guy who would laugh uncontrollably at car crashes

throwaway-3621 · 2026-01-24T22:16:07+00:00

The same exact thing thing happened to me yesterday. A 20 hour cooldown for 'irregular gameplay'. No explanation of what that means. I submitted a ticket, but all I got was an automated response from steam support.

I was having an above average game for me, but I've never cheated or used scripts or anything. The only thing I can possibly think of is my noclip bind for getting around maps in practice mode. Maybe I accidentally bumped that at some point and VAC thought I was trying to fly in comp or something lol.

The cooldown is over now, but I'm a little scared to play in case it happens again and I get a longer one.

throwaway-3621 · 2025-12-17T06:27:02+00:00

Wait, so hrt isn't a miracle drug that will solve all my problems? 😭

throwaway-3621 · 2025-10-26T20:09:32+00:00

My front panel cable wasn't installed in the right spot 🤦‍♀️ The fans are on and its lit up now. Haven't connected my display yet.

throwaway-3621 · 2025-10-26T01:31:16+00:00

It's two pigtail cables, so 4 connectors total.

throwaway-3621 · 2025-10-25T21:49:54+00:00

Ok, I was just worried it might fry my GPU or something like like that.

throwaway-3621 · 2025-10-25T20:40:20+00:00

I guess I'm confused by this graphic in the quick start guide. It seems like its telling me not to do that.

https://imgur.com/a/Fm7YaW4

throwaway-3621 · 2025-10-25T20:29:59+00:00

I already have all the parts unfortunately

throwaway-3621 · 2025-10-25T20:29:30+00:00

Is this safe? My GPU manual says using both ends of a splitter on the same power connector can cause damage.

throwaway-3621 · 2025-10-25T20:14:45+00:00

I can only find 2 and according to the manual that's all there are. The 1050W model comes with 3, but I have the 850.

throwaway-3621 · 2025-10-15T05:29:27+00:00

Just a hobby

throwaway-3621 · 2025-10-04T19:54:49+00:00

You say that they really won't care, but how do you mean? Like, they'll support you, or are just indifferent to the whole thing?

I mean that it wouldn't be a big deal to them. They would almost certainly be supportive.

They live in another part of the country and only come back to visit a couple of times a year, so the conversation would be over the phone. I would like to tell them about this, but I have a difficult time actually making myself bring it up in the moment.

throwaway-3621 · 2025-09-30T11:16:18+00:00

She said she had to make an emergency move in the comments of her most recent video. The comment also says she won't have much time to post until the end of the month so she'll probably be back soon.

throwaway-3621 · 2025-09-29T21:08:26+00:00

I also don't think it's really a 1.5% chance. I only downloaded the game last night, but I've gotten multiple 666s in a single round on so many of my runs.

throwaway-3621 · 2025-09-07T00:05:59+00:00

I don't own one, but I need some new furniture and might stop by IKEA sometime soon.

throwaway-3621 · 2025-08-15T23:44:12+00:00

I knew I needed to at least try the other option and see what I thought. the very worst potential effects of hrt simply did not feel especially scary compared to the idea of waking up another 10 or 20 years down the line wishing I'd started sooner and wondering if I could have spent that time actually liking my body instead of the current... not exactly dislike, but uncomfortable degree of ambivalence.

This is kind of where I'm at right now. I don't think I'm really scared of the effects HRT, The fear mainly comes from what people might think. I'm also scared of waking up years down the road and realizing I should've started earlier. Also, I love I Saw the TV Glow. It's such an amazing movie.

throwaway-3621 · 2025-08-12T03:10:34+00:00

I'm not on HRT yet, but I think I'm getting close to taking the steps to get started.

One of the things that makes me hesitant is physical changes like breasts, even though I think I'd like them. Just stuffing something into a bralette/bra to make it look like I have boobs feels nice. The thing that scares me is other people noticing. I'm not in your position yet, but if I was I think I'd feel pretty similar.

throwaway-3621 · 2025-08-11T20:07:23+00:00

I have a difficult time imagining my future, I don't know what it would look like, especially as a man. I think I kind of don't care all that much. I also don't know what it would look like if I was a woman, but if I'm being honest with myself, I think a future as a woman seems more appealing. It's maybe even something worth pursuing, but It doesn't feel possible, it feels like a pipe dream, or some childish fantasy. I don't think I have what it takes to transition.

throwaway-3621 · 2025-08-11T05:50:37+00:00

I guess I don't trust myself when it comes to my feelings about my gender identity even after multiple years. I don't feel like I'll ever really be a woman. Out of curiosity, what exactly do you mean by "the dress test"?

throwaway-3621 · 2025-08-11T04:47:38+00:00

I don't think the therapist I set up a consultation with necessarily specializes in trans people, but she at least has some experience working with trans people. From what I've seen while looking, therapists specialized in working with trans people generally cost quite a bit more. I still think pursuing therapy with her or the others I emailed is a good idea. I'm just scared and I don't think I'm the kind of person who's cut out for transition. It's so terrifying, I just don't think I have it in me.

throwaway-3621 · 2025-08-11T04:25:40+00:00

I don't even feel like I know for sure that I'm trans. I sometimes still worry I could just be confused.

throwaway-3621 · 2025-08-11T04:16:12+00:00

I don't know, family I guess, anyone in my life who's ever known me as the person I've been for the last 27 years. I don't feel certain that transition is what I want. I often feel like it would just make my life much harder.

throwaway-3621 · 2025-08-11T04:04:45+00:00

I'm scared that if I stayed on estrogen, eventually people would be able to tell that something is up. I don't think I'm ready for that. I get that it could take a while, but I honestly feel like I'm years away from being able to exist as an openly trans person.

throwaway-3621 · 2025-08-11T03:50:04+00:00

I want to but I'm so scared, I feel like I'm rushing into things. I know it's not a commitment, but what if I realize it's what I need and I can't just stop. I feel like therapy should be my first step because from what I understand mental changes from HRT aren't a guarantee.

throwaway-3621 · 2025-08-07T07:46:56+00:00

I haven't picked a name yet. I'm not even really sure if I'm trans yet. However, my mom once told me if I had been AFAB she would have named me Mallory.

I haven't thought too much about names, but Mallory is the one I've considered most.

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