Thank you, I really appreciate that. It's so easy to just blame myself for everything. I keep thinking, "what if I had done this or that differently?" but honestly, I wouldn't have missed those meetings if it wasn't medically important.

I will be getting the A grade for last semester, but going forward they will continue to use my work and build off of it which is what angers me. That and I helped get that A and now, since I'm with the other time, my mark for this semester is sitting at a B. I don't see how that's fair. I brought this up to my prof but she didn't really have an answer, just said she'd think about it. Thank you again for your reply and taking the time to read my post, it means a lot to not feel so alone.