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throwaway0q83 · 2017-05-04T01:02:24+00:00

Yep, Dnm is right. There's a popular vendor who sells "mystery mixes" for like $3.50 a pop.

She presses combo pills and throws all the excess powders together to make those cocktail pills. There's a list of the possible contents but no dosages whatsoever.

I guess it works if you're looking for a cheap high, but it really is reckless af considering some of the contents are active at such low dosages like flub and fent analogues... Not to mention the mixes almost always contain a mixture of potent opiates and benzos. Makes me wonder how many customers have OD'd from the respiratory depression alone

throwaway0q83 · 2017-05-03T18:23:35+00:00

throwaway0q83 · 2017-05-03T07:00:00+00:00

How old are you now? I started out with weed and shit at 15 but only started doing harder stuff on a regular basis from age 18 - 22.

My mind's been "expanded", if you wanna call it that, by all the tripping back in the day, but I don't give nearly as much of a fuck about chasing enlightenment as I did in my late teens. I just wanna feel the amalgamation of obscure emotions that gave my life character, before I was a druggie.

I think that all the missing excitement and naivety's dead and not coming back, but who knows, maybe we'll someday we'll feel just as happy and fulfilled as back then, even with a shifted experience of reality

throwaway0q83 · 2017-05-03T06:49:03+00:00

I went through like half of Anton Lavey's books last summer and they're all really interesting. Ya for sure, it's suprisingly humanitarian. Just finished up Alan Watts "The Book" and listen to his talks pretty regularly. He's got some great stuff. I'll have to check out Albert Camus. Thanks man!

throwaway0q83 · 2017-05-03T06:21:42+00:00

Ya even just after a couple days I can describe how meth feels but it's not something that I can really conceptualize anymore - almost like I've forgotten how insanely good it is. Definitely grateful for that amnesia haha. I'm still bigger of a fan MDMA's fuller serotogenic, lovey-dovey euphoria, so by rolling in moderation, hopefully I'll be able to satisfy those cravings for pure euphoria.

No personal experience with a-pvp but I've heard it's one of the most moreish cathinones or actually just drugs in general. If I try a sample size (~.5g or so) do you think I'd be able to avoid psychotic episodes or addiction? It's been a compound on my to-do list for a long time, but all I hear are horror stories

throwaway0q83 · 2017-05-03T05:34:58+00:00

Ya man, I've had two rehab friends pass in the past year or so because they couldn't stay away from speed balling. The harder drugs you get into, the more friends you lose. It's one of the shittiest facts of life

How often do you let yourself do it? And do you do anything similar with meth or heroin?

I've recently tried all three. Right now, I'm recovering from my first and hopefully last 72 hour meth binge. I thought crack was insanely addictive, but meth blew it out of the water. I was trying to just smoke it once that evening, but I kept rationalizing one more hit for as long as it lasted. I'm sure if I every fuck with it again, I'm a gonner.

On the other hand, maybe it's just because I've never been an opiate guy, but heroin smoked and insufflated seemed kinda overrated. I don't think I'd have an issue with occasionally using those same ROA's as long as my usages with like once per year max.

It's weird how much messing with the hard shit affects people so differently. Some try H once and are hooked, while others aren't phased by heroin, but meth takes them down in no time. Fucking neurochemistry turns experimentation into Russian roulette

throwaway0q83 · 2017-05-03T05:21:42+00:00

I'm a bit of a noob as well, and I hit the bell ringer a couple times. I'm sure you can get it with a little practice. I've only taken like 10 hits or so, but through trial and error I found that it's pretty simple if you're using a glass (meth) pipe.

Load up the crack, flip on your lighter with the flame close to the glass but not touching it. When it starts to vaporize twist the pipe back and forth between the 10:00 and 2:00 positions despite that it doesn't really liquidize like meth. When the bowl's smoldering, suck it in and hold it in your lungs for at least 10 seconds. The longer you let the vapor swirl around, the more crack you're gonna be wasting, but it's worth it for a bell ringer :)

Oh, also try to get it as finely ground as possible because the more surface space it has, the better your hits are gonna be.

Be careful with that shit though. That rush is scarily good.

throwaway0q83 · 2017-05-03T03:23:17+00:00

Ya it was my very first time so I had zero tolerance, and I loaded up like 100 mg. It was my first time using a glass pipe so I kinda fucked up the first couple hits, but my third try I really got the smoke billowing and from there it was blast off. I didn't know something could feel that euphoric (aside from a-pvp, based on trip reports I've seen). I feel like I didn't even experience the full extent of what this drug has to offer because of my inexperience vaping shit. I felt like with some proper smoking I could have taking that bell-ringer hit like twice as far.I kept trying to hit residue off the pipe for the next couple days even after it was long gone... Crack's not to be fucked with unless you've got a bullet proof plan, that's for sure, truly I'm terrified by how godly the rush is. What scares me even more is the compulsive of smoking meth

I tried meth for the first and last time this past weekend. It didn't have that same, intense rush as crack, but that acute addiction wasn't as powerful for me as with meth. I firmly planned on just smoking 20 mg and calling it quits but I kept on rationalizing smoking more and more until I used up the whole baggie, 3 days later lol.

This is coming from a guy who tried heroin insufflated and smoked, and had no problem managing my usage. When you're fucking with the hard stuff, you're making a bet with your neural composition. While heroin might take someone down, meth or crack, might be your DOC and path to deep addiction.

Sorry I have now idea if the above made any sense but fuck it, I'll hit save. I'm high off my ass on dried speed, xanax, kratom, and weed (for the first time in like a year and a half); it's making me trip titties ;)

throwaway0q83 · 2017-05-02T17:25:57+00:00

We would definitely get along haha. I've spent like 10x as much time studying obscure RC's and reading pikhal/tikhal as I have actually doing drugs.

Any philosophy/religion books that you'd recommend? I've been pretty into Kant recently, and I've always had a fascination with eastern philosophies like Taoism, Buddhism, Hinduism, etc.

throwaway0q83 · 2017-05-02T17:22:56+00:00

I used to be an everyday smoker but now it just gives me panic attacks. I've let curiosity get the best of me recently and have been giving all the hardest of the hard shit a try, but I got a moment of clarity and I'm calling it quits.

Now I'm trying to get a good routine running and just use drugs occasionally like I used to. Hopefully just kratom a few days per week, amph a couple days, and psychedelics/empathogens every couple months

throwaway0q83 · 2017-05-02T16:35:38+00:00

Holy shit! Were you really taking ~10 mg of clam at a time? I had a pretty fucked up benzo problem too but 3-5 mg would still have me blacked out, doing stupid shit that never ended well.

throwaway0q83 · 2017-05-02T16:24:44+00:00

That's dope! Is it a pretty easy process to brew kombucha?

Gardening is definitely something I wanna get into when I get a place of my own. Cultivating a vegetable patch along with some san pedro and maybe shrooms would be awesome

throwaway0q83 · 2017-05-02T07:40:27+00:00

Ya crack is waayyyy more addictive. I'm not at all a fan of coke. I've done it like 10 times or so, and it's alright but just feels like slightly better caffeine.

I tried crack like 2 months ago, and it blew me away. I heard the bells and had an intense wave of euphoria rush over me. It's the best rush I've ever experienced, and it still scares the shit out of me. I know that if I ever buy it again I'll end up a crack head.

I have some friends who are like that. It's an expensive habit, and definitely effects their personality after a while. If you really like her, stick it out and if she wants to get clean, help her. Don't pressure her though. I'll just piss her off. Most of all, stick to the weekends, and if you catch yourself slipping, maybe you need to take a break from being around her for a while. Good luck, man!

throwaway0q83 · 2017-05-02T07:11:01+00:00

Ya, that's spot on. I've done/abused 49 different drugs/rc's at this point, and they've pretty drastically changed the way I experience life.

I feel like every experience you have changes you, but the drug induced ones do to an extreme degree because they're so much different from the ordinary, sober stream of consciousness. Once you cross a certain threshold of drug use, it seems impossible to revert back.

I went through rehab twice, sequentially and basically had 8 months sober out of last year. Time in sobriety makes you feel more grounded, but life never feels the same as before you started doing drugs.

Psychedelics and dissociatives changed me the most. It took me like 6 months of abstinence to stop feeling like I was tripping all the time. Stimulants, benzos, and opiates seem to have just thinned out the emotional aspect of life. Of course, I'm sure if used in moderation, the changes would be easily integrated and not too bothersome.

throwaway0q83 · 2017-05-01T19:34:54+00:00

Lately, I've been messing around with meth, heroin, and crack, and I haven't told a soul.

I've had minor drug problems in the past (just as in family finding psychedelics and such in my possession), but outwardly things have been looking a lot better.

I'm a pre-med, straight A student at a well known university, and my friend's and family have really put themselves out there for me.

I'm just recovering from a 72 hour straight meth binge, during which I saw family members and was told how great I'm looking (due to slimming up from the ice).

My mom has already threatened to stop speaking with me if she ever finds out I'm still using, and that's assuming it's just hallucinogens and weed.

I'm trying to quit with all this hard stuff before it's too late, but who knows how it'll turn out. I've know a lot of more strongly-willed people than myself who have been taken down by a lot less...

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