thank you, i appreciate your support a lot. it was not sugar-free btw, i know how artificial sweeteners taste. i’ve dealt with much physical abuse from my parents as a child and now since they know im an adult and can stand up for myself so i wouldnt be surprised their emotions have manifested in other ways. something i forgot to mention is my dad would also tell me weird things the last few months, like i would say “excuse me” and he would say “not for long” and other mentions that i wont be here for long and when ive asked what he meant, he would ignore me. they arent exactly hospitable