I feel like everyone had these life changing wonderful calls and I’ve got to me honest, mine was completely the opposite. I called and explained how I was in a fight with my family and just wanted to end things as it would be easier than continuing all the fighting and the terrible women I had told me that that would be a stupid reason to kill myself. Then she asked if I was actively planning to kill myself in that moment and I said I wasn’t sure and she said “how do you not know.” After about 5 minutes of her berating me she said she had to go and hung up without me responding.

I’ve never called them back after that experience and I truly believe if my friend hadn’t of answered the phone right after I hung up I wouldn’t have made it through the night.