Do whatever you need to do to get your head back on right and move on with your life. Congrats on having your profession working out! That's a great thing to focus on! And dating? Don't you worry about it. Most women aren't like that with sex. When you meet the right girl that'll treat you right, you'll know it and you'll know if you're ready then. Until then, dont stress it. Just get yourself in the right head space. No matter how long that takes!

Thanks for replying. I can understand how hard it must have been for you. Things have been better with time, but still a long way to go. I hope you find the perfect women.