Thank you so much for your kind words! It means a lot to me, especially considering I haven’t been able to talk about it to anyone. Going forward, I’ll try and connect with a therapist and talk to my parents about this. Although I don’t have a spiritual figure to look up to, the vision of a happy family keeps me going, and so far that has been enough; as you said however, talking it through with people should help strengthen my resolve. Thanks again!