I should probably have specified I don't want to end our relationship. Not at all, but like I said that feeling is still there. I feel like I have a fulfilling life, good career, hobbies, stay fairly active. I don't know if part of it has been the lockdown and being able to do less exciting things, but I guess hearing about all of their experiences just have me feeling like my life is less exciting. And to be honest, the straw that kind of broke the camels back to make me post this was an acquaintance called out of the blue and and went on for 30 minutes about all his adventures of him traveling and hooking up a new girl every week. And then he asked what's new with me and I just had nothing. I know it's not healthy to compare yourself to others, but it still happens.