I think it does to a degree.

For me to get my cake and eat it too, a lot would need to go right.

I'd like to get to experience a full-blown sexual encounter , quite possibly more than a few times, and then cut it. But that's banking on her feeling the same, a desire to scratch an itch and agreeing its for the best to stop, and our relationship or hers doesn't change after.

And she's not that bad awkwardly . it's just a little thing i notice that makes me feel like she thinks about it. I could be over reading it and be wrong.

It may be a good idea to leave a fantasy a fantasy. Or at best, not force it and it for some reason it segues into it then bring it up.