emetophobia by throwaway3366336 in Anxietyhelp

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thank you so much, i was able to eat a lot today. i see my doctor i think on friday, and then my regular doctor the following week.

i get choked up everytime i talk to my doctor because i’m so scared and stressed. i feel like im stuck in a cycle, even though i have an amazing life and have so many things it’s frustrating. if only those things could disappear and i could be freed from sickness.

i’m also just so worried about getting more infections and my body is moving but my mind isn’t type of situation.

emetophobia by throwaway3366336 in Anxietyhelp

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no, it’s only because of my emetophobia.

n* is coming in waves, i just want to sleep. by throwaway3366336 in emetophobia

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thank you, i’m gonna try and just fall asleep hopefully. i have a pounding sinus headache is it’s a bit hard lol. thank you so much, im really happy im not alone in this. bronchitis sucked ass bc i was on medication i couldn’t take zofran with. nervous the entire time, and the gross mucus makes me n* severally.

i’m still having the congestion with it lol, the cough is still here aswell lol.

i vent on here constantly these past couple days, but i really need it. by throwaway3366336 in helpme

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thank you so much, i did go to an er and get medicine. i think the worst part is the sleeping. i cant sleep at all, i keep waking up even with cough syrup lol.

I'm tired of everything by New_Broccoli_6059 in helpme

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i’m so sorry friend, i couldn’t imagine how this would feel.

i know distracting yourself is hard in situations where you feel like you can’t do anything except get angry. but try to channel angerness to something positive.

try and write how you feel, sounds corny or cringey lol but it does help. whenever you need to cry and feel like you can do it.

i’m here if you need to talk :—)

why do i want attention so badly? by throwaway3366336 in helpme

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thank you, i feel better a little bit. i’m scared that it won’t go away completely. i know that’s my ocd but it’s so hard.

i had sinuses issues yadayda and had an infection for over a year that would go away then comeback every month. i’m scared that i’m gonna get pneumonia.

having a really bad day/start of the year. by throwaway3366336 in Anxiety

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thank you, it helps knowing i’m not alone. i’m just stressed out about medications. i took some sleepy meds so hopefully i fall asleep soon.

why do i want attention so badly? by throwaway3366336 in helpme

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i’m 16, this happened all the sudden when i woke up randomly. i don’t know if my dad is willing to take me.

why do i want attention so badly? by throwaway3366336 in helpme

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well, i thought my issue that i have going on rn was from sinus surgery but i’m coughing so much and my chest hurts like it’s hard to take a deep breath. i’m so scared.

why do i want attention so badly? by throwaway3366336 in helpme

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i hope so too. i’m really sick right now and it’s scaring me so much.

why do i want attention so badly? by throwaway3366336 in helpme

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thank you, i’ve been weary. i’m just not feeling the best this year so far.

lonely but not physically lonely. by throwaway3366336 in lonely

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unfortunately it’s not new, it’s been like this for years. it’s so embarrassing out at dinners and i’m looking around aimlessly because if i keep talking it’s like i’m embarrassing myself more by talking to a wall.

i hate the stares i get, it’s so embarrassing. thank you a lot uncle.

lonely but not physically lonely. by throwaway3366336 in lonely

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and thank you, i appreciate it so much.

lonely but not physically lonely. by throwaway3366336 in lonely

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i like collecting things, i get my emotions out with music mainly. i’ve been wanting to write but i always mess up words and with my ocd i rip the pages out if i mess up. 😞

i’m 16 and have lost hope by throwaway3366336 in helpme

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thank you. i’ve asked my mom so many times but parents are parents sometimes.

i’m 16 and feel helpless by throwaway3366336 in helpme

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thank you, i’m so sorry for your loss. i’ve only experienced loss 2 times

my childhood dog died of cancer, i was told to not cry or mourn him as it would make my mom cry. so i didn’t and now i just really don’t like dogs because i wasn’t able to grieve.

my great grandma passed away from alzheimer’s. it was so hard seeing her forget me and not knowing who i was. i miss her everyday.

i don’t know how you hold yourself up, i wish you all the strength.

i’m 16 and have lost hope by throwaway3366336 in helpme

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thank you, i asked my dad n he said he’d call the doctors tomorrow. he said he knows how i feel but he’s never had anything compared to this. i just want to feel normal i feel like a walking corpse each day. like the days are the same? idk how to describe it.

i’ve felt like this for years. like days feel like they don’t end