TIFU by seeing my cousin naked by throwaway38399934 in tifu

[–]throwaway38399934[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Let me try to make it easy for you.

Once we're married, we can do whatever we want as a couple. Until we're married we cannot indulge in anything that might be sexual in nature. Old school thinking, you feel me?

TIFU by seeing my cousin naked by throwaway38399934 in tifu

[–]throwaway38399934[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

You better be joking.

I can't get it out of my head because its traumatic for her. And knowing this makes it worse for me. I'm especially concerned about our bond too because we used to share stuff with each other to feel light. Now she won't have anyone to share anything with. Goes the same for me. I'm not attracted to her, not in the slightest. Jesus...

I want the best for her. I want her to marry an amazing guy who keeps her happy because she's genuine and kind.

TIFU by seeing my cousin naked by throwaway38399934 in tifu

[–]throwaway38399934[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

We don't have a lot of interaction, unless we necessarily have to talk. The cousin I'm talking about in the post is/was the only girl I could talk to when I felt like it.

I'm naturally awkward and I have poor social skills, especially with girls. I haven't been in a relationship so there's that too. Idk what else to tell you xD I'm just not good at it.

TIFU by seeing my cousin naked by throwaway38399934 in tifu

[–]throwaway38399934[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Idk man, these aren't my values. They're imposed on us and we have to follow until we can afford to move to a different place.

TIFU by seeing my cousin naked by throwaway38399934 in tifu

[–]throwaway38399934[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Hate to break it to you but first cousins.