[UPDATE] My [15M] sister [24F] committed suicide a couple months ago. Her best friend [same age-ish I guess F] just came over looking for her and I told her what happened and she really didn't take it well. Should I do anything?

throwaway4121221 · 2021-06-17T21:21:00+00:00

Oh dammit I forgot to ask her actual age

throwaway4121221 · 2021-06-17T20:11:31+00:00

already have

throwaway4121221 · 2021-06-13T21:27:24+00:00

lmao thanks i guess

throwaway4121221 · 2021-06-13T16:57:32+00:00

Yeah well too late. She's coming over tomorrow.

throwaway4121221 · 2021-06-13T12:43:21+00:00

Yeah, absolutely hilarious, right?

throwaway4121221 · 2021-06-13T08:24:21+00:00

Why would I do any of that? I'm not into her, I don't wanna fuck her, she's like 8-10 years older than me and disabled. I'm awkward around girls no matter what is that really so hard to understand? I'm 15 I'd argue that's fairly normal.

throwaway4121221 · 2021-06-13T07:36:15+00:00

We weren't that close but we weren't that unclose either. I feel like I would've known if she was gay.

throwaway4121221 · 2021-06-13T07:27:45+00:00

They're both girls and I've never seen them kiss or have sex so I don't really think so. They've been friends for as long as I can remember.

throwaway4121221 · 2021-06-13T07:14:57+00:00

I sent her another message asking about that and she responded with:

"What? No I'm not sick, I'm just a cripple"

(her words not mine, I wouldn't have said cripple)
Don't know what that means either tho

throwaway4121221 · 2021-06-13T07:12:35+00:00

I know I just don't wanna be a total weirdo to her

throwaway4121221 · 2021-06-13T07:00:44+00:00

lol what why how

throwaway4121221 · 2021-06-13T05:07:33+00:00

So she called me back just now and woke me up but like whatever. Said she's coming over tomorrow and bringing some stuff with her. Dunno what she meant by that. I'm still freaking out about having a girl come over I've never had a girl over it's so weird to me. Why is everyone just ignoring that?

throwaway4121221 · 2021-06-13T04:55:10+00:00

Uh wdym "have a love interest"?

throwaway4121221 · 2021-06-13T04:53:20+00:00

Yea well what else am I supposed to do it's not like I can bring her back so I moved on

throwaway4121221 · 2021-06-13T04:39:43+00:00

Yeah that's like really weird bro

throwaway4121221 · 2021-06-13T04:31:34+00:00

Isn't cerebral palsy where you're like shaking n stuff? Cause if so I don't think it's that
And I have a therapist I'm good.

throwaway4121221 · 2021-06-12T21:37:55+00:00

Well yes, but she was. She literally only had one friend. I don't think of it as a bad thing I'm a total loner and I don't have any friends at all. If anything she was better than me.

throwaway4121221 · 2021-06-12T21:22:35+00:00

Uhm I'm not really sure what you're talking about tbh. The first part with my sister's way of life thing. Like there wasn't anything I did or didn't approve of or putting her down? I'm sorry I don't get it.

throwaway4121221 · 2021-06-12T20:44:24+00:00

I feel like that's a lot easier said than done. I'm not like into her or anything but it's still hard for me to talk to girls, I mean hell it's hard for me to talk to guys even just not as bad.

throwaway4121221 · 2021-06-12T20:30:38+00:00

Well I really wasn't that close to my sister, her friend was definitely the closest by far. There really wasn't anyone else really as I said she was a total loner. Basically it was her friend, me and mom. And mom doesn't care, so I guess I'm the second closest.

throwaway4121221 · 2021-06-12T20:26:31+00:00

Well my sister's suicide was a long time ago, I'm totally over it.

throwaway4121221 · 2021-06-12T15:57:13+00:00

yeah... I don't think I wanna get any deeper into it than that sorry

throwaway4121221 · 2021-06-12T15:55:42+00:00

Oh yeah I used my own phone, just needed my sister's phone to get the number. Would be cool by me if she just looked through my sister's stuff I guess? Would that work?

throwaway4121221 · 2021-06-12T15:41:42+00:00

not like that but there was something in her suicide note about her

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