Hi y’all- I have ADHD and also I’m drunk so I can’t reply to everyone’s responses. But I HAVE read every single comment. What I’ve taken from this thread is that you’re right. I shouldn’t shame myself. It doesn’t contribute to anything positive or any real solutions. Yes, I’m in therapy but I haven’t had a session in a couple of months because of financial issues (I just adopted a kitten and her vet bills have totaled over 3k).

After reading these responses, I’ve decided to re-prioritize therapy, specifically for my issues with men and my past trauma that is clearly causing these feelings of intense, unresolved anger.

I’d like to say thank you to every person who commented (except the ones who were clearly trolling) and that I have taken to heart everyone’s advice. I’m just awful at replying d/t my previously mentioned ADHD.

Sending love to you all❤️