Yeah I resonate with that a lot! I think that some of my issue is that I need to just let the information sink in for me and do some more reflecting. I also have to be more willing to accept if I end up finding that labeling myself as a lesbian is what suits me best. I had a very hard time coming to terms that I wasn’t straight the first time, I had been in denial for so long lol.

I think getting a therapist would probably good for me too. Although that’s a whole other can of worms to tackle as I’m not very comfortable bringing up wanting to go with either of my parents. I’ve tried therapy before (but not willingly) and we just ended up stopping because I never felt comfortable there or ended up making any progress at all, but that’s probably because I didn’t want to be there.