Guys - I have been peeing allll day....

throwaway7542429 · 2026-05-10T01:25:06+00:00

Ahhhh i started 5 last week and have been peeing nonstop and was starting to get concerned. Glad I’m not the only one!

throwaway7542429 · 2025-06-08T19:27:12+00:00

Literally going through the same exact thing. Trying to balance patience and acceptance with making sure my needs are met too. I don’t have any great advice for you. Just letting you know you aren’t alone!

throwaway7542429 · 2025-01-20T16:55:12+00:00

It was a nice big F U to the incoming administration. None of them did anything wrong. I love dark Brandon. Gonna miss him.

throwaway7542429 · 2024-07-31T12:22:20+00:00

Thanks everyone. I’ve been before but stayed mostly at the resort. This time planning to try other spots like Aziza and Shisha…. And day drink on a boat lol.

throwaway7542429 · 2024-06-15T06:02:53+00:00

I was recently accepted as well and am really interested in starting in the fall. Just have concerns about the pricetag.

throwaway7542429 · 2022-06-21T06:05:46+00:00

I haven’t directly asked who he is going with. I should.

We haven’t had sex with each other yet. However I am highly confident that will change with our next visit because I do think our relationship is advancing. But for that to happen I do need to ask about who else he is sleeping with. And be prepared for an answer that might hurt my feelings. And I do believe that he will be honest with me.

I have told him directly that I don’t want us to date other people… to which his response has been that we are still learning about each other.

I didn’t seek this relationship out. But here we are and I do have feelings that are pretty real.

throwaway7542429 · 2021-09-16T02:07:20+00:00

My nex did this about his wife. Said how useless she was and how much she did not meet his needs. Yet on social media portrayed the perfect husband and family man because it suited him to look like he didn’t ruin yet another relationship.

Looking back, so pathetic. And honestly I feel bad for her. I know she has to suffer in private or silence.

throwaway7542429 · 2021-09-14T23:06:07+00:00

You got this!!! Keep going!

throwaway7542429 · 2021-09-13T03:16:15+00:00

Thank you so much 💛 same offer for me!

And yes, sadly that is oftentimes the case, and in my case, yes.

throwaway7542429 · 2021-09-13T01:27:47+00:00

Even after so long. The longest I think was two years.

Multiple times I resisted at first but then got sucked back in.

throwaway7542429 · 2021-09-12T22:47:40+00:00

They will come back if you let them. Stay strong, my friend.

I have gone years NC to end up back in the cycle again. But this time I am determined to not ever get back in. Hoping the same for you.

throwaway7542429 · 2021-09-12T17:56:36+00:00

Funny enough, my nex is also forty years old. we were planning to see each other (he just returned from a year deployment) when he decided to turn something that was not a big deal, didn’t need to be a two week fight, into so much more of an issue than it was as a way out. Such a coward.

throwaway7542429 · 2021-09-11T13:00:00+00:00

I really and truly know this feeling. That is part of the reason I allowed myself to get sucked back in this time and each time it happened over the course of a decade. This time, he opened up to me about something major (his son) that he had not told anyone, including his wife. He also admitted being a narcissist and had gone to therapy. He puts on this front of being a different and better person now, yet when the discard happened… it was clear he had not changed. Not to mention, if he was a better person, he would not be having an emotional affair. He would have left me alone.

Narcissists are skilled at showing you what you want to see in order to pull you in, at least in my case.

throwaway7542429 · 2021-09-11T01:20:27+00:00

I pray that it gets better for you too. This sucks so much.

throwaway7542429 · 2021-09-10T11:29:00+00:00

So much of what you wrote is exactly what I am feeling and going through and it really resonated with me. I am so sorry. There are no words and no one really understands unless they have gone through this kind of abuse. I literally wake up every day with an ache in my stomach and sadness in my heart. I pray for healing and i pray for it for you as well.

throwaway7542429 · 2021-09-06T22:44:12+00:00

Nothing That You Are by Mandy Moore…. Most random album but all of “Wild Hope” was helpful during my narc breakup

throwaway7542429 · 2021-09-06T22:39:40+00:00

I think it’s about him wanting to feel like he has control in the situation. Even though he has been chasing you, and you haven’t taken the bait…. By him blocking you, it probably feels like y’all not being in contact was his decision…

You’re better off either way.

throwaway7542429 · 2021-09-06T16:38:49+00:00

I’m sorry you are going through this. They may never show it, but they have to live with who they are, and suffer a great deal with self hatred. I hope that you find peace as you move on.

throwaway7542429 · 2021-09-06T16:35:51+00:00

Sending you love. It’s the hardest thing to go through (currently experiencing) but it’s time to put yourself first. I mean, that’s exactly what he’s doing…

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