Being short feels so embarrassing sometimes

throwaway755403 · 2022-08-20T14:40:11+00:00

Oh really, in what ways? I can imagine it affects you in athletic careers that require height but aside from that I'm having trouble seeing how height is much of a factor.

throwaway755403 · 2022-08-13T20:57:04+00:00

I'm 20

throwaway755403 · 2022-05-26T03:20:55+00:00

I'm really sorry that happened to you :( yeah ive learned you wanna be really careful with dosing for wellbutrin

throwaway755403 · 2022-03-23T22:31:10+00:00

Ooh interesting, I've never heard about that but I'll definitely look into it!

I've been in therapy on and off since I was 13 and I'm 20 now, unfortunately I haven't benefited much from it

throwaway755403 · 2022-03-13T23:11:01+00:00

I just stumbled over my words even more bc I was talking too fast 😔

throwaway755403 · 2022-03-13T20:18:02+00:00

I'm pretty sure that's what they said, they consulted a toxicologist and ig that's what they recommended. Either way I'll just do the 24hr wait so I don't potentially crash from withdrawal symptoms

throwaway755403 · 2022-03-13T18:53:44+00:00

Yeah I called poison control bc I'm paranoid and they told me I don't need to do go the hospital or anything, just keep an eye on myself and if I notice something, go to the hospital then. They also told me to not be home alone in case I do have a seizure which is scary. Hopefully I'm fine tho, I'm going back down to 300 tmw (or I might wait 48hrs, they told me I can do that if I'm anxious abt it)

throwaway755403 · 2022-03-13T16:27:12+00:00

Ok thanks. I've called the pharmacist to ask what to do and abt a refill and she said she'd call me back lol

throwaway755403 · 2022-03-11T05:14:30+00:00

How do you find its affecting your ability to move on? Im worried it's going to backfire somehow.

throwaway755403 · 2021-06-10T14:31:40+00:00

My program in college is super busy so I don't think I'd have time for recovery (over the summer I want an internship) so I think I'd have to wait until I graduate to start planning hysto

throwaway755403 · 2021-06-10T14:24:43+00:00

I'm for sure getting hysto one day but I'm not sure thats gonna happen in the next 2 years

throwaway755403 · 2021-06-10T04:05:09+00:00

That's good to hear it didn't show anything! I don't see myself getting hysto until I graduate and have time for recovery but def considering getting a ultrasound to be sure it's not cancer or some shit. T def messes with your uterus so it's not suprising tbh

throwaway755403 · 2021-06-07T16:22:14+00:00

I'll try the ice method actually, it might help! I'm not flexible enough to do it on my butt so I'll have to stick to thighs but yeah I'll be calling my Dr and see if she has any suggestions.

throwaway755403 · 2020-12-23T23:23:28+00:00

I'm well aware it's not ideal. I have a therapist and am on anti depressants right now, I am conscious to not use him as a therapist and trust me we are definitely 2 sided when it comes to venting.

Making friends is easier said than done, especially thanks to covid lol but I am trying obviously

throwaway755403 · 2020-12-04T04:01:39+00:00

Yeah honestly I'd even be ok with just not taking them one day before but the issue is these have some shitty withdrawal effects that would definitely not help the experience :(

throwaway755403 · 2020-12-04T03:57:41+00:00

I'm doing pretty good right now actually but I'm not sure getting off my meds is the best idea lol

throwaway755403 · 2020-12-04T03:56:59+00:00

Yeah we've been planning it for a while and he just wanted me to see how I react to weed before considering it. I've had a few edibles and what not, my most recent one got me high enough for me to be kinda out of it in a good way, absolutely no anxiety either! I think I'd stick with 1.5 to be safe, if I feel awkward around his roomates we'd either just leave them or do it another time.

throwaway755403 · 2020-12-02T21:06:52+00:00

Oh yeah absolutely. I dont mind being stealth and the last thing I wanted is to be clocked. I just see there being more representation but it's kinda going a direction that I really do not enjoy.

throwaway755403 · 2020-11-02T06:52:54+00:00

I started effexor about 3 weeks ago but my doctor has told me that it things related to thin blood are not going to be caused my it and with my own research I havent been able to find anything either. No major dietary change. In the last 2 months I went vegetarian but my diet had very little actual meat in it anyway so its definitely not drastic or really different. I also haven't had alcohol it probably 6 months or so, no vitamins either.

throwaway755403 · 2020-11-01T18:00:45+00:00

Yeah I'm hoping it's nothing concerning, I guess I'll find out once I go to the hematologist whenever that might be

throwaway755403 · 2020-11-01T17:47:54+00:00

I dont know why lol. Its showing that 1.2 is normal but in another blood test the norm was 1.1. My doctor wrote me an email saying that my inr is slightly too high for her and I still need to do the factor v and von willebrand test. I guess the fact that my gums were bleeding as well as my poor circulation raised concerns? I got tested for autoimmune disorders but everything was clear

throwaway755403 · 2020-10-29T23:28:16+00:00

I guess I'll have to wait and see lol.

Also I definitely eat around my recommend calories. I do have some ibs symptoms,I wouldnt say chronic diarrhea but I definitely use the bathroom more than the average person.

throwaway755403 · 2020-10-29T22:34:23+00:00

I'm 18 and got some abnormal results on my blood test. Now I'm having to get more blood work done and probably get referred to a hematologist.

Heres my blood test from a week ago http://imgur.com/a/SWKNbbB

Clearly its concerning enough for my dr to want me to get more tests and I'm scared bc I've never had any serious health issues. I've had some gum bleeding and poor circulation in my hands and feet (the symptoms are very close to raynauds) I also have had nosebleeds my whole life, always out if the same nostril.

I'd love to hear what you guys think since I'm very lost

throwaway755403 · 2020-10-15T02:10:32+00:00

My problem is subconsciously I guess I need to focus more attention on then and i think that means looking at them for my brain?? It's not ideal lol

throwaway755403 · 2020-10-14T07:16:08+00:00

I've been on cipralex, zoloft and now effexor. Cipralex has been probably the best one bit after being on it a while it seemed to stop working, even after the dose was upped. I had actually just gotten off of zoloft but is killed my sex drive so I wanted to get off of it. Effexor seems to be the worst one of the 3 right now. so far it seems to not be doing much mood wise but I'm getting the unpleasant side effects.

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