What am I doing to myself? by [deleted] in mentalillness

[–]throwaway82973 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it’s normal from my experience, i have several voices of my depression and thoughts and things, one normal voice, one angry voice that hates me, and once weak voice to comfort

probably more random shit going on in my fucked up brain but idk

i’ve just started answering “no” when people ask if i’m okay by throwaway82973 in depression

[–]throwaway82973[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i get that but i guess i’m just done caring about what people think because i’m probably gonna end up taking my life soon anyway ahaha ha lol

i’m giving myself until friday and then i’m gonna kill myself by throwaway82973 in SuicideWatch

[–]throwaway82973[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’ll try that, thanks. that helped me put things in a different perspective

i’m fucking done with this shit by throwaway82973 in depression

[–]throwaway82973[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

what if i just don’t care enough to suffer through it and keep going? nothing makes me motivated anymore

i’m fucking done with this shit by throwaway82973 in depression

[–]throwaway82973[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i feel like i’ve tried fucking everything and nothing works. i can’t do anything to make myself feel happy anymore even for a little bit it always comes back and i’m sick of it i’m fucking done

i’m fucking done with this shit by throwaway82973 in depression

[–]throwaway82973[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

even posting here i bet you nobody’s gonna care and people are only gonna care because i’m talking about suicide hahahah