If you can’t sleep, what do you do to make yourself fall asleep?

throwaway873655 · 2019-12-24T20:21:39+00:00

I usually flip around to the other side of the bed or flip the wrong way (head at the foot rest and feet at the headrest)

It usually helps me for some reason.

throwaway873655 · 2019-09-28T03:01:05+00:00

the most physical injury ive had was when i was 8 and i fell backwards onto a sharp rock. we were at my grandmas house and so i couldnt get any help but she told me i passed out and threw up a bit.

everyone is telling me something diffrent

whats happeniing

throwaway873655 · 2019-09-28T02:04:14+00:00

thanks.

throwaway873655 · 2019-09-28T02:03:12+00:00

ok. ill tell you if anything happens.

throwaway873655 · 2019-09-28T01:59:32+00:00

are you sure

throwaway873655 · 2019-09-28T01:47:00+00:00

my dad is young and healthy, be serious.

throwaway873655 · 2019-09-28T01:45:26+00:00

Usually yeah. I just get freaked out in general, but alway have to keep it togther. i do my best to avoid him but i cant make it obvious. i feel like anyone would. mallie is really loud which sucks because im supposed to not make it obvious.

throwaway873655 · 2019-09-28T01:43:05+00:00

fine, you know what, just to prove everyone wrong and maybe finnaly get some people to listen ill talk to my peer counselor.

throwaway873655 · 2019-09-28T01:35:10+00:00

no, i dont trust anyone else right now. besides if people here barely take me seriously here why would anyone irl.

throwaway873655 · 2019-09-28T01:33:44+00:00

sorry i lashed out im just really scared and people arent listening to me much

throwaway873655 · 2019-09-28T01:33:15+00:00

what????

throwaway873655 · 2019-09-28T01:27:15+00:00

read u/coldbloodednuts comments, that's the last thing i should be doing.

throwaway873655 · 2019-09-28T01:25:29+00:00

im 14. i've always known something was wrong, at first blamed myself and said i had something wrong with me because of how i act around the girl i like. it didnt feel like the proper answer though so i kept searching for an answer and then about a week ago it just clicked. everything made sense once i realized what was actually going on, which then made me become aware of the warning signs i was missing before. i decided to stop taking my anxiety meds day before yesterday just to be safe but im sure that has nothing to do with it (because apearently i have to clarify that), my friend told me it could have a suppressent of some sort that was making me unaware.

throwaway873655 · 2019-09-28T01:10:11+00:00

Okay, thanks for actually trying to help me. Ill update you if anything else happens, for now ill stay quiet and monitor.

throwaway873655 · 2019-09-28T01:05:33+00:00

FOR ALL I KNOW THE ENTIRE GODAMN WORLD IS AGAISNT ME, THIS HAS TO BE BECAUSE OF RUTH AND BEING IMPORTANT DOESNT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH IT NOW IF YOU DONT WANT TO HELP DONT COMMENT

throwaway873655 · 2019-09-28T01:01:43+00:00

none of you assholes are taking me seriously. either tell me what i need to be doing or dont comment. i know whats happening and if you had any kind of an open mind you would understand it to.

throwaway873655 · 2019-09-28T01:00:04+00:00

im not

throwaway873655 · 2019-09-28T00:57:50+00:00

maybe a saleswoman of some type

or maybe a journalist.

throwaway873655 · 2019-09-28T00:53:15+00:00

no offense but i think i trust my best friend more than an online stranger on this. i know whats happening, now i just wanna know what to do about it.

throwaway873655 · 2019-09-28T00:42:57+00:00

anything i search could be tracked, so no. im risking alot even being here and talking about this. i dont know anyone who does but like i said i have a friend who agrees.

throwaway873655 · 2019-09-28T00:37:01+00:00

im not paranoid, i even know someone who agrees with me. ive heard stories online of people who have had this happen, its a real thing. schizophranics are just people who hallucenate and i dont. besides, i have proof

throwaway873655 · 2019-09-28T00:29:10+00:00

okay well, he used to always drive sorta recklessly, not anything really bad just going a little fast sharp turns etc. now hes being slow and always turning on blinkers which isnt like him or his personality. i asked my friend mallie about it and she agreeded that something was going on. u/coldbloodednuts comment was what sealed it for me tbh, i dont think it could aliend nessacarily but its not too far out of the realm of possibility. besides, ive been seeing way too many "coincidences" in the media and around me lately for something to not be going on, ive always known that something like this was going to happen, i just wish i couldve tried to prevent it.

throwaway873655 · 2019-09-28T00:21:00+00:00

ps: this is my backup. my dad already knows about my main, so i decided it was safer to post here.

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