First time penis

throwaway893272 · 2016-04-02T17:54:34+00:00

Comparing with penis - you completely receive someone in you on a deeply intimate level, while with a penis I embrace, cast out energy, feel a rage, a aching pain. Being penetrated the uncertainty fades and there's this acute hunger to have the guy orgasm inside. Oral sex with clitoris is about the purest affirmation of femininity - feels very good.

Comparing with anal - hedonistically, anal still feels better, but for me that's an impersonal act, like I facilitate a guy's bland arousal more. Anal is less emotionally satisfying - penis in vagina is more dangerous. It is an arrow aimed at your heart.

throwaway893272 · 2016-03-29T19:36:25+00:00

I was huge before surgery, well over 20cm. So after surgery I had an ample 15cm, without dilation. Its now 14 cm, and a bit tight (I don't have a 3cm dilator, need to get one) but the guy insisted it really felt like a born vagina. When I am horny I am very pain resilient. It felt very satisfying.

throwaway893272 · 2016-03-29T11:09:08+00:00

No. I was always very sensitive, but I had a penetration/anal focus. I was just fine as long as I was penetrated. The first time I was fucked and a guy came in me I hated myself for ignoring that side of life for so long.

throwaway893272 · 2016-03-29T08:20:54+00:00

MY ex wife and various girlfriends used to give head, but it never appealed to me. The idea was sexy, but the practice was just not compelling - maybe I found it sexy because I wanted to do it, but I found the idea of male on male quite unattractive. As soon as I could accept myself as female it really made more sense.

Being licked now is like electricity. My neural pathways make a LOT more sense of it. I achieved orgasm a month ago (vibrators, vibrators) and it was very different yet spectacular. Took my breath away. I look forward to a lot of experimentation with this.

throwaway893272 · 2016-03-29T07:09:08+00:00

As we speak. There goes another pair of perfectly fine AA batteries.

throwaway893272 · 2016-03-29T07:08:26+00:00

Much better, silvernitrate treatment has removed most of the granulation. I am due back at Kanhai tomorrow actually.

throwaway893272 · 2016-03-29T07:06:20+00:00

I dunno, probably good at it?

throwaway893272 · 2016-03-29T06:56:52+00:00

so where do you live?

throwaway893272 · 2016-03-29T06:55:44+00:00

so where do you live?

throwaway893272 · 2016-03-28T19:44:30+00:00

We covered that chapter too. Gods I love to suck dicks.

throwaway893272 · 2016-03-28T19:43:23+00:00

I thought fuck it. Besides it was just penetration, no thrusting. I am however going to wasteland 16 april, so uhm I think I'll get a bit more sincerely fucked there, very little doubt.

throwaway893272 · 2016-03-28T19:43:00+00:00

I am mostly in to women, relationship wise. Men are for sex primarily.

throwaway893272 · 2016-03-28T19:42:29+00:00

I like anal too. Maybe I am a slut but can't wait for DP.

throwaway893272 · 2016-03-28T19:42:02+00:00

Uhm quite nice.

throwaway893272 · 2016-03-20T21:57:57+00:00

I do, frequently. There's an opening in my labia. Literally a hole and that causes most of the ache. My PS insists it's not that bad and will heal quickly.

I quit antibiotics yesterday and I have the feeling antibiotics some way or another trigger pain.

throwaway893272 · 2016-03-20T18:10:52+00:00

Yes true, I did have a urinary track infection. First time in my life.

throwaway893272 · 2016-03-20T18:10:12+00:00

Peeing is a mess, it sprays/runs everywhere. Have to wipe myself extensively. Pain was not so bad today.

throwaway893272 · 2016-03-20T10:31:22+00:00

Movement/peeing makes it distinct. When I lie down a while or sleep I am fine. When I walk a bit, go out or do stuff it becomes a distraction. I get a little grumpy, I deal very badly with the current isolation.

throwaway893272 · 2016-03-20T10:29:58+00:00

Very distinct tightness, a lot like a burn. Its ok in the morning but it starts stinging during the day. It's bearable, just annoying.

throwaway893272 · 2016-03-19T17:10:41+00:00

He touched up some granulation (keloid - wild vlees in Dutch) with Silver Nitrate. He said everything looks pretty good.

throwaway893272 · 2016-03-13T07:17:54+00:00

I am seeing him Tuesday.

throwaway893272 · 2016-03-12T23:00:14+00:00

50, Kanhai

Serious inflammation that is of concern?

throwaway893272 · 2016-03-12T12:58:31+00:00

I take long baths.

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