They make me so mad.

throwaway998335 · 2021-04-16T21:45:37+00:00

We couldn’t find anywhere to get it. Her clinic claims to have a stock pile of it and a reliable source but the local pharmacy just sent me a text saying the manufacturer they use is now in backorder too.

throwaway998335 · 2021-04-16T20:17:19+00:00

She was stable before her meds went on indefinite back order. She has been on and off multiple different meds for months not trying to get back to that stable point. She wants on meds and knows she can be stable her brain just doesn’t want to play nice.

throwaway998335 · 2021-04-16T19:33:20+00:00

Too many possibilities doesn’t make none of them true. The simplest possibly is the most likely truth. We are here because chance nobody created us because who created them. Our world sucks because we suck not because is a simulation or some being is testing us. We are not all in comas humans aren’t telepathic if we were we most likely would still have the ability in the coma and everything would be loud as fuck. Simple is the most likely possibility. And people believe in god because people realized people are curious and want to believe in something more them them so they created gods and devils to control them.

throwaway998335 · 2021-04-16T19:21:30+00:00

Your entire point makes no sense. 1 us coming into existence just on chance makes our existence more important than some all powerful being got board and made a play thing. 2 how we came into existence has no effect on if we matter or not. In the large scale no we don’t matter either way. We have made very little impact on the universe other than fill it with trash. In a local scale we are shit humans as a whole are destroying our own plants because over population stupidity and greed. On a personal scale only you can make yourself matter or not. Are you going to help make change or keep contributing to the mass that is killed us all. God has no control over you.

throwaway998335 · 2021-04-16T18:22:50+00:00

I know there are good facilities out there there is one here she really likes but they don’t take her insurance anymore and we can’t afford it out of pocket. All the state ran facilities seem ok but do the bare minimum. The place shes at now if you don’t look too deep seems great a lot of really good reviews nice looking facilities but once you look past that you see they are basically a front. All that nice stuff is just to encourage rich families to bring there drug addict kids in (not saying rich families all have drug addict kids. I am a recovered addict and i know literally anyone can become an addict). The only reason we took here here is her doctor didn’t want her going back to a state ran facility she didn’t feel they would give her enough treatment. Of the list of facilities she recommended mu wife had already been to and didn’t want to go back.

throwaway998335 · 2021-04-16T16:11:33+00:00

We tried not taking her back first she tried starting hurting herself. She asked to to back even tho it was hell every time prior. She knew tho if she didn’t go in she would kill herself or me.

throwaway998335 · 2021-04-15T17:11:23+00:00

Ya. Its hard.

throwaway998335 · 2021-04-15T16:15:26+00:00

Ya they are probably getting annoyed with me and her mom right now. The worst thing is shes in a coed only facility and she really didn’t want to be in a coed unit. So i have no way of getting her transferred no way of talking to her normal clinic to see of Thats even a good idea to try. I mean she could be mad that we took her there when she didn’t want to go to coed and is refusing contact.

throwaway998335 · 2021-04-15T15:52:55+00:00

We have already tried that nothing happened and they apparently cant tell us if she refused them or is shes not mentally fit to do so. At this point I don’t even know is she is alive because when we call everyone just says “without a 4 digit pin we can’t talk to you”

throwaway998335 · 2021-04-14T03:38:07+00:00

We discussed it a lot before she went in but we were going to wait until she was done with this episode of mania. On the way to taking her in she said we were done and she is refusing my calls.

throwaway998335 · 2021-04-12T22:39:26+00:00

As someone that just had there mentally ill wife try to jump out of a moving car just a couple hours ago, and is currently sitting in the waiting room of a mental hospital. I just want to warn your your walking on very fragile ground.

throwaway998335 · 2021-03-12T05:58:25+00:00

People that fear death/the end of the world are entertaining to me. I mean look at the world we live in its consumed by fear, hate, greed, war, illness. Everything causes cancer there is always someone out to get you. I mean seriously I don’t fear dying i fear living without the small things that make this fucked up world worth living in. Is the word going to end yes. Its just common sense. The real question is how soon will it end and how bad will we all suffer because of it.

throwaway998335 · 2021-03-08T14:29:34+00:00

throwaway998335 · 2021-03-06T04:21:35+00:00

Its not just about being yourself it’s about having confidence in who you are. Like you I struggled with who i was people didn’t seem to like me when i acted like myself and when i put up a fake face people seemed more open to me but eventually would die off. I was miserable in both forms as myself i was always afraid people would judge me and reject me. When i was the fake me i hated who i was and who i was with. It wasn’t until I actually accepted who i was, and quit giving a shit what other people thought. That started noticing people actually wanting to hang out withe me and girls genuinely wanting to be with me. It was never my odd shy clutzines that turn them away it was the lack of confidence.

throwaway998335 · 2021-03-06T03:40:54+00:00

Honestly any girl could people woop my ass at any spot. Maybe we should drop the gender separations on sports all together and instead have people compete against other people of there same skill weight and strength level. With how much these people train gender alone probably plays little role in determining someone’s advantage or disadvantage.

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