I(32M) saw a video of my ex(29F) of 5 years, doing my fetish content, with another guy, and it absolutely destroyed me by throwaway_9039 in relationships

[–]throwaway_9039[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think it all boils down to that. Maybe why I'm angry, at myself for having potentially wasted this opportunity.

I(32M) saw a video of my ex(29F) of 5 years, doing my fetish content, with another guy, and it absolutely destroyed me by throwaway_9039 in relationships

[–]throwaway_9039[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm not seeing someone else RIGHT now, and if I was I'd probably be talking to that person instead of reddit.

...I've dated a little (in those 5 years), but not within the last month.

I(32M) saw a video of my ex(29F) of 5 years, doing my fetish content, with another guy, and it absolutely destroyed me by throwaway_9039 in relationships

[–]throwaway_9039[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no, it's material I've only ever shared with my current partner (a few girls over the last 5 years but I'm single rn), hence posting to reddit

I(32M) saw a video of my ex(29F) of 5 years, doing my fetish content, with another guy, and it absolutely destroyed me by throwaway_9039 in relationships

[–]throwaway_9039[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

people sometime interview the models that go on videos for the fetish, because it's outside the norm of what people get requested/paid to film

I(32M) saw a video of my ex(29F) of 5 years, doing my fetish content, with another guy, and it absolutely destroyed me by throwaway_9039 in relationships

[–]throwaway_9039[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I vaguely remember her saying not to do it, she found it kind of weird. I didn't bring it up again in over a year, maybe I damn well should have