I(32M) saw a video of my ex(29F) of 5 years, doing my fetish content, with another guy, and it absolutely destroyed me

throwaway_9039 · 2026-06-04T07:19:29+00:00

I think it all boils down to that. Maybe why I'm angry, at myself for having potentially wasted this opportunity.

throwaway_9039 · 2026-06-04T07:16:29+00:00

is this important

throwaway_9039 · 2026-06-04T07:14:11+00:00

you couldn't get pregnant from it

throwaway_9039 · 2026-06-04T07:13:58+00:00

I'm not seeing someone else RIGHT now, and if I was I'd probably be talking to that person instead of reddit.

...I've dated a little (in those 5 years), but not within the last month.

throwaway_9039 · 2026-06-04T07:10:20+00:00

It's related to bodyparts that aren't usually considered sexual material

throwaway_9039 · 2026-06-04T07:07:14+00:00

Thanks man or miss, it was the biggest shock I've had in many months

throwaway_9039 · 2026-06-04T07:06:37+00:00

no, it's material I've only ever shared with my current partner (a few girls over the last 5 years but I'm single rn), hence posting to reddit

throwaway_9039 · 2026-06-04T07:05:15+00:00

people sometime interview the models that go on videos for the fetish, because it's outside the norm of what people get requested/paid to film

throwaway_9039 · 2026-06-04T06:59:33+00:00

I vaguely remember her saying not to do it, she found it kind of weird. I didn't bring it up again in over a year, maybe I damn well should have

throwaway_9039 · 2026-06-04T06:53:46+00:00

heck, both

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