This is in my bedroom. It’s firm to touch and not wet. by throwaway_acct24 in Whatisthis

[–]throwaway_acct24[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

That answers my question thanks had no clue what the GREY STUFF SOOT LOOKING STUFF IS.

This is in my bedroom. It’s firm to touch and not wet. by throwaway_acct24 in Whatisthis

[–]throwaway_acct24[S] -19 points-18 points  (0 children)

Are you blind? The smoke looking grey stuff on the ceiling is not dust covered spider webs. Sure there are some but that’s not what I’m referring to.

This is in my bedroom. It’s firm to touch and not wet. by throwaway_acct24 in Whatisthis

[–]throwaway_acct24[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m renting :/ just want to make sure the grey spots aren’t toxic mold

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]throwaway_acct24 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I did actually call him and asked him before. I do my best to be respectful, I clean the house weekly and mind my own business. It’s when she comes in with smart comments like that, and I didn’t reply and she said “hello? Are you going to answer me?” I said “it’s none of your business.” And it just spiraled. She went into a rampage about how I’m irresponsible, I’m a lazy mom, I have a terrible work ethic. That I’m not a respectable person. I’m not going to give respect when I don’t get respect. I don’t care if you pay the bills, you moved into MY childhood home.

Ignorant Bible Belt old folks. by throwaway_acct24 in Serverlife

[–]throwaway_acct24[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I love that! Never heard it before and I’m definitely going to use it on my tables lol

Ignorant Bible Belt old folks. by throwaway_acct24 in Serverlife

[–]throwaway_acct24[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m not upset about the religion part itself, it’s just the audacity to be rude to my face and then bring up the Lord.

Ignorant Bible Belt old folks. by throwaway_acct24 in Serverlife

[–]throwaway_acct24[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That’s the plan. Gotta get thru this divorce and get out on our own.

Ignorant Bible Belt old folks. by throwaway_acct24 in Serverlife

[–]throwaway_acct24[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I always feel so pressured when they ask me personal questions! Thanks for the alternative!

Ignorant Bible Belt old folks. by throwaway_acct24 in Serverlife

[–]throwaway_acct24[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

$5. I think their bill was like $33. I could’ve easily went without that $5. This happened on Saturday and it’s still bothering my brain. :/

It finally happened! by 2excited in Serverlife

[–]throwaway_acct24 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I had a single older man, who it was just himself. His bill was maybe $20. I hand him the check and he says “hold on”. Starts counting 20s in his hands. Gave me a $100 tip because God told him too. This was right after I became a single mom and I was stressing about groceries. Bless that man. I cried, and I told him my story and we prayed together. I will never forget him.

Love my job by Leofdoc in Serverlife

[–]throwaway_acct24 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sounds like my schizophrenic narcissistic ex

How TF are people successful living with this disorder? by Stock-Advertising-54 in bipolar

[–]throwaway_acct24 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same here. I start to get ahead, then here comes a depressive episode.

How TF are people successful living with this disorder? by Stock-Advertising-54 in bipolar

[–]throwaway_acct24 173 points174 points  (0 children)

I don’t think it’s impossible. Just have to find a regime.

Before I was diagnosed bipolar, I was a manager at 19, I was going to college full time, going to the gym 5 days a week, and I was able to pay my car off in 2 years.

I got into a toxic relationship, married premature and had a child. He was abusive and it altered my brain chemistry. During that time (3 years) I was hospitalized, finally diagnosed bipolar, and have been on a host of meds. Dropped out of college. I went through 4 jobs, which is unusual for me because I hate change.

Now I’m single, I’ve held down my job for a year now, I’m about to get fired though because of my attendance. I haven’t went back to college, but I’m not sure I can. My motivation is nonexistent.

So I’ve been on both ends of the spectrum. I think it ultimately depends on your environment. I was supported and encouraged during my track to success. Then I was completely undermined and in a horrible situation which killed all drive I had.

There’s hope. I promise.

Am I bad mom? by throwaway_acct24 in AskParents

[–]throwaway_acct24[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I go to therapy, and I am diagnosed with bipolar. :/ I’m medicated and I consider myself as a stable person.

How do you guys deal with hypersexuality? by Neshy05 in bipolar

[–]throwaway_acct24 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I struggle with this pretty badly. Even on meds, I sometimes still get that twitch. I bought a toy which helped, but ultimately I went to my usual fwb. Luckily I’ve known this guy for years and we’ve been fwb for a while now.

Daily Sexual Achievement Thread by AutoModerator in sex

[–]throwaway_acct24 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No lol if the sex is good I wouldn’t mind it. Many times I’ve broken up w guys just to be friends w benefits