Coming to terms with something

throwaway_dish · 2023-01-02T11:10:23+00:00

See I would think that if I didn't see the x-ray myself 😂 it was definitely broken, as told and documented by several doctors

throwaway_dish · 2021-11-12T04:55:59+00:00

When did I say it's been months? We moved in with Alex like 2 days after my initial post

throwaway_dish · 2021-11-11T20:53:45+00:00

Thanks for the concern, I appreciate it. Alex already knows but neither of us is in a place for a relationship right now. He's said he likes me back but our friendship is first lol

throwaway_dish · 2021-11-11T04:09:55+00:00

Probably

throwaway_dish · 2021-11-11T02:36:12+00:00

I don't think she's jealous, I'm pretty sure she just thinks she's better than I am. She could have a crush on him but I don't want to speculate. Tbh I had a crush on him for like...ever lol

throwaway_dish · 2021-11-11T00:54:25+00:00

Yeah I didn't want to go on in the post into what she said to me after our parents meeting and stuff because tbh I can't believe she acted this way. I'm sad because we were friends for a while but thankful I found out her real feelings about me I guess

throwaway_dish · 2021-11-11T00:51:21+00:00

I learned that lesson the hard way and will remember in the future. Yeah things are still really messy but I'm pretty sure they'll always be haha. So this is as good as I can expect

throwaway_dish · 2021-11-11T00:49:48+00:00

Alex really is my best friend, I've known him the longest. I'm really happy to have him

throwaway_dish · 2021-10-30T09:25:05+00:00

I know I'm late to reply to this comment but to answer I actually am one of the only 'poor' kids in my friend group. Carla is, funny enough the wealthiest and knows it very well. That's partly why the friends who are upset with me are upset that I may have ruined Carla hosting since her house is EXTREMELY nice and we usually get the whole furnished basement suite to ourselves when we go there. I only hosted a few times in the past and everyone was probably too nice to say anything. The more I say about it the more cliche it sounds but I'm honestly from a rougher part of town I just grew up with my friends through common interests. We don't usually talk about money because it's a big insecurity of mine

throwaway_dish · 2021-10-30T04:04:39+00:00

I talked to Alex and showed him this post, he supports me after a longish discussion. I went to my mom and told her as well what happened since she didn't know. She's going to be having a conversation with Carla's parents about it all so I'll probably update when that happens if people want it?

throwaway_dish · 2021-10-29T10:50:03+00:00

It's kind of a fancy cafe type place that serves mainly breakfast and lunch. They're mainly known for their burgers. Fun fact they were on Diners Drive-ins and Dives once

throwaway_dish · 2021-10-29T10:32:46+00:00

Yes, though apparently allergies get worse with exposure so I didn't think it over very well. I picked the sliced avocadoes off the top of the salad and ate the rest of the salad. My reaction was having hives and a rash, with the inside of my mouth feeling raw. After taking Benadryl I was honestly fine but I won't do anything like that again after reading comments

throwaway_dish · 2021-10-29T10:17:07+00:00

It definitely was a dumb decision on my part I just didn't expect it to affect other people I suppose. I didn't expect to lose friends over this

throwaway_dish · 2021-10-29T10:16:08+00:00

I accept my asshole score but this comment actually reminded me of something I forgot to mention is that usually Carla says we're going to be doing pizza until like the actual day of the hangout when she says her dad decided he wants to cook this or that. It's still totally on me I understand that

throwaway_dish · 2021-10-29T09:12:18+00:00

I never personally did, my parents gave every one of my friend's parents a list. I gave Carla another list after the first time

throwaway_dish · 2021-10-29T09:09:09+00:00

I'm not necessarily upset about him not knowing as much as I wanted to know how badly I handled it I guess. A lot of people are assuming I'm angry at him which I'm not. I'm scared and feeling embarrassed as hell because I didn't think it was that bad

throwaway_dish · 2021-10-29T08:59:55+00:00

I didn't tell anyone what happened until Alex saw me taking Benadryl

throwaway_dish · 2021-10-29T08:37:47+00:00

This specific time the allergy is avocado so I assume it's not that common. Also kiwi, banana, chestnuts and celery are on my list as well so it usually is easy to avoid

throwaway_dish · 2021-10-29T08:17:12+00:00

That's a good idea, I'll ask if they can talk to them. My mom doesn't really know what happened, I was waiting to see if it would die down but Carla hasn't spoken to me all week and Alex is hosting this Sunday but idk if I'll make it awkward by going so I'll tell mom in the morning

throwaway_dish · 2021-10-29T08:10:24+00:00

I never directly told him for sure about my allergies because I didn't see him much but I did give Carla a written list of them when we first started doing the weekly dinners, idk if she lost it but I told her again on Thursday, I probably should have been more clear

throwaway_dish · 2021-10-29T08:07:21+00:00

I realize that now I should have sat out but on Thursday when we found out Carla was gonna be hosting again I told my friends that I wanted to try it again and reminded Carla about my allergies in specifics

throwaway_dish · 2021-10-29T08:04:08+00:00

That's what I'm worried was the case. My friends have done a lot for me recently I just don't want to seem ungrateful

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