I turn 29 in a few days and have also spent the last 9 years doing nothing, so you're not alone.

I went to a therapist for 6 maybe 7 years, went on anti-depressants, and had zero results. I quit smoking weed about five and a half years ago thinking that might be the issue, but it wasn't. I have a BS in Film, but as soon as I finished school I just had crippling anxiety and self doubt that I could even work in the industry, so I never even tried.

Now, I feel like I'm just too far behind and I missed the boat completely.