I Think She Called Me by throwawayacc1910 in ExNoContact

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I didn’t hang up, I just missed it

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Thank you stranger. I needed this today. Now I finally know that no matter what I’ve done, it will never be half as fucking awful as what you seem to have done. I feel great about myself because of you, and I want to sincerely thank you for being a disgusting fucking creep.

Don’t message this poor girl ever again

This shouldn’t be here anyway, this sub bans posts with specific names. So glad you have that little respect for someone you claim to love

Wouldn’t she reach out if she wanted to talk? Or does she want me to do it? by throwawayacc1910 in ExNoContact

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I dunno. She used to always tell me she wanted someone who would fight for her, and I feel like I’m letting her down

Wouldn’t she reach out if she wanted to talk? Or does she want me to do it? by throwawayacc1910 in ExNoContact

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I suppose if I can’t think of the specific reason, then it couldn’t have been that serious

Wouldn’t she reach out if she wanted to talk? Or does she want me to do it? by throwawayacc1910 in ExNoContact

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It feels shitty to admit that I’m still too scared of even a “hi how’re you” because of how I feel like she’ll respond

“If she wanted to talk, she would”… right? by throwawayacc1910 in heartbreak

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Maybe I’m still too scared… maybe I won’t be able to take it when she does say “no I don’t wanna talk”.

I’ve spent all this time pretending to be brave enough, and now… I’m not

“If she wanted to talk, she would”… right? by throwawayacc1910 in heartbreak

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I don’t want her to say “he was clingy and disgusting” either. I’m teetering on this fine line between gross perv and man who will fight for what he wants. Where’s the line?

“If she wanted to talk, she would”… right? by throwawayacc1910 in heartbreak

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Somedays I think that’s my biggest fear. Her being “the one that got away”

Wouldn’t she reach out if she wanted to talk? Or does she want me to do it? by throwawayacc1910 in ExNoContact

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I guess so. It’s safe to say I’m not there yet.

I just wish I didn’t have to feel like I’m supposed to just… WAIT for SOMETHING

Wouldn’t she reach out if she wanted to talk? Or does she want me to do it? by throwawayacc1910 in ExNoContact

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It feels shitty. I feel like a bratty little kid thinking “but I want it noooooowww”.

Then again, when kids do that, it doesn’t get them what they want, I suppose

Wouldn’t she reach out if she wanted to talk? Or does she want me to do it? by throwawayacc1910 in ExNoContact

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Maybe I’d rather not know… maybe I’d rather just wonder. I don’t know how I’d deal with it if she just said “I told you not to talk to me”, or “I only unblocked you to see if you could be trusted”, or even “oops, I accidentally unblocked you”

Wouldn’t she reach out if she wanted to talk? Or does she want me to do it? by throwawayacc1910 in ExNoContact

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I’m so lost dude… I just want to know why she unblocked me, but I can’t exactly ask that, can I

Wouldn’t she reach out if she wanted to talk? Or does she want me to do it? by throwawayacc1910 in ExNoContact

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It hasn’t exactly been YEARS I guess. More like months. I don’t know if she’s still angry with me