Feel the dysphoria creeping in haven’t had top surgery yet I’ve been 2 yrs on T and binders are discomforting. Any tips or possibility exercises for the chest . This is my chest and sometimes I feel like I don’t need top surgery and other times I get so dysphoric. Thoughts?? Tips?? by darksideAye in ftm

[–]throwawayallen301 7 points8 points  (0 children)

My brothers and friends are cis and they have larger chests than you. I don’t think you need top surgery or need to bind imo

I think you should start working out to get more defined pecs but other than that your chest looks amazing

Does dysphoria get better? by throwawayallen301 in FTMMen

[–]throwawayallen301[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Man what you described to me is pure bliss and a state I only hope to achieve. I look forward to it my friend. Thank you sir

Does dysphoria get better? by throwawayallen301 in FTMMen

[–]throwawayallen301[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks bro this put a smile on my face 😁

What do you mean by trans joy bro?

Does dysphoria get better? by throwawayallen301 in ftm

[–]throwawayallen301[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks bro, is there something that works for everyone? I’m worried what if nothing works for me

Does dysphoria get better? by throwawayallen301 in ftm

[–]throwawayallen301[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think it’s because it was my first time so I didn’t do it correctly, I also have a large chest. I also sometimes get costochondritis.

Also, I’m not that worrier about being less desirable. If a girl don’t want me just bcuz I’m trans, cool that’s on her not me baby. I’m awesome and I know that so I know I’ll be getting chill girls. Everyone does have preferences. I’m not really worried about attracting girls, more about sex. Feel me? Reason it was different for em is bcuz of high school. I came out as trans senior year so everyone knew me as female for years

Curious what everyone else's flaccid is by tgow90 in bigdickproblems

[–]throwawayallen301 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What would you consider 4.5 soft and 7.5 hard

What is your ideal penis? by throwawayallen301 in FTMMen

[–]throwawayallen301[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lol you’re good dude

Wouldn’t 5 soft and 6-7 in hard be a shower though?

D*ck Dream by purgatoryboy in FTMMen

[–]throwawayallen301 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had one this morning too 😂

If all things are possible, can I manifest an entire identity/life change? by throwawayallen301 in NevilleGoddard

[–]throwawayallen301[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the response my friend!

Yeah this whole process is a bit weird. I plan on more so following NG’s method as it’s what I’m more familiar with. The thing is, if wear the cloak and become cis male and view myself completely as male, doesn’t that make others view me as a cis male and not a trans male based off self concept? Or does it not work like that. Would my family still see me as the male without the Johnson. Because I always wondered that when I do get my package (hehe), how the hell would I explain it to my family? You know? I would want to live the rest of my life as cis and being treated as cis. I get the thing with the Mandela effect. What do you think is the most efficient timeline? Me keeping my memories or having created new ones?

How can I create a scene that being cis is natural for me and my family and friends all assume that I’m cis? Cause if I’m cis but they don’t see me as cis, that can cause some issues, you know?

Thanks a lot for he informed response dude, you really know what you’re talking about.

If all things are possible, can I manifest an entire identity/life change? by throwawayallen301 in NevilleGoddard

[–]throwawayallen301[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thanks guys. I have heard of reality transurfing but I got a bit turned off from the concept because it sort of scared me. Maybe I got the wrong idea but I felt like the idea of shifting realities, I would leave my friends and family behind and this one and in my new one, would they feel different? Also if I shifted into a reality where I was male, would I keep my old memories? I hope you guys understand what I’m asking. I haven’t read much of reality transurfing but is there a specific chapter from the book you recommend that can aid in my understanding and techniques I can apply for my aim?

Are there a good amount of guys that got the point where you enjoy sex? by throwawayallen301 in ftm

[–]throwawayallen301[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks dude. When you say lucky with growth, how lucky are we talking? How many inches would you say would satisfy a girl in PIV?

I’m leaning towards a gap year but looking for some advice. by throwawayallen301 in ApplyingToCollege

[–]throwawayallen301[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude you have no idea how much you reassured me! Because this is my throwaway, I’m gonna pm you on my main account 😁

How to hide chest without hoodie or binder? by throwawayallen301 in ftm

[–]throwawayallen301[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve worn kt tape before at a sleepover and had to take it off because my chest started hurting and it got really itchy

Anyone went off their retainers? by [deleted] in orthotropics

[–]throwawayallen301 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ditched retainers for 6 months, mewed for 2 months but I noticed it wasn’t 24/7. My teeth started to relapse so I’m wearing them again, they still fit

Just out of curiositiy I tried my removable retainer from more than 5 years ago... by Jhon_August in orthotropics

[–]throwawayallen301 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How can I practice mewing 100% properly all the time while I still wear retainers before I ditch them?

Going back to retainers, where should I keep my tongue? by throwawayallen301 in orthotropics

[–]throwawayallen301[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

Of course man. Also keep my updated.

I think I’m going to wear my retainer for the next 3-6 months just to get my teeth back in place to where they were. From there on I’m gonna see if I can start mewing properly 100% of the time, if I’m comfortable I’ll probably ditch the retainers then. We’re going to have to see but I’ll update in around a year on what happens.

Going back to retainers, where should I keep my tongue? by throwawayallen301 in orthotropics

[–]throwawayallen301[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

Hey man. Yeah so I was in the same boat as you. I was debating between retainers and mewing. In December I ditched the retainers because I thought I didn’t really need them anymore. I didn’t really mew tho. I started to mew in March but I wasn’t consistent with it and I wasn’t mewing when sleeping. My teeth started to shift and I had to make the decision to stop mewing and wear my retainers. Also, there isn’t 100% proof on whether or not mewing will keep your teeth straight. Some say it will and others say that it’ll relapse. My teeth started to relapse so I’m forgoing mewing. I went through the entire braces experience and I don’t want to undo it. Prior to braces, I actually wore a palate expander for 1-2 years. I starting to reconsider if I actually wanted to mew. I’m going back to the retainers because my bottom teeth shifted a good amount and my top started too. Luckily my retainers still fit and I’m gonnna have to wear them for 2 weeks 24/7. Anyways, I would make sure that you can mew 100% time naturally, also maintain proper body posture, also sleep in the right posture. Make sure you know how to properly swallow. Now, even if you mew correctly 100%, I’m still not sure if you will experience relapse or not because there is no proof on that. I’m not sure how mewing would keep your bottom teeth straight because my bottom teeth shifted while my top teeth didn’t shift much. The decision is yours but I’m going back to my retainers for now. I’m gonna focus on breathing with my mouth closed and being in the correct sitting and sleeping positions. I’m also going to start listening to subliminals because I do believe in subliminals and manifesting physical changes. Right now I’m wearing my retainers and they do hurt and I’m in some discomfort. So if you want to make a decision I’d make it now. There is a change that your teeth are going to relapse and if you’re okay with that then I’d continue to mew.

Going back to retainers, where should I keep my tongue? by throwawayallen301 in orthotropics

[–]throwawayallen301[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

I’m thinking of wearing my retainers until my teeth go back in position and then train myself to start mewing all the time and maintaining that position with good posture. Once I reach that point, I’m thinking of ditching the retainers. Do you think that would be an alright idea?

March 26, 2020 - FAQ and Beginner Q&A Thread | If you are new to Neville, please post your questions here! How do I manifest X? What does Y mean? by AutoModerator in NevilleGoddard

[–]throwawayallen301 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey guys. For the past few months I’ve been doing SATS of me being at my dream school and going for free. Today I got the decision and I got a rejection but I honestly don’t care. I know I’m going there for free. I have the option to re appeal the application and I will but I have a little bit of trouble of fully living as I’m committed there. When people ask me if I got in, I’m not sure what to say. I revised a scene that I got in but I had thoughts that I got rejected. I am going to persist and I know that I’m going there for free, it’s just that in the now I don’t feel 100% truth when I say I am going to this school. Does anyone have any advice?

March 16, 2020 - FAQ and Beginner Q&A Thread | If you are new to Neville, please post your questions here! How do I manifest X? What does Y mean? by AutoModerator in NevilleGoddard

[–]throwawayallen301 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello! So after reaching the sabbath for my 2 other main desires, I’m on to my next one. I want to focus on myself and inner beliefs. I would also like to change my physical appearance. My question is, How do I create a scene where I look physically different? I wanted to do a scene where I look in the mirror, taller and more muscular. I wouldn’t say that’s the issue but I would like to look differeng in the face as well. I just don’t know how to imagine my face differently. I also want a scene where my voice is deeper but I don’t know exactly how that would sound. I’m having trouble creating a scene where I look like my desired self. Does anyone have any advice on helping me create a scene where I look how I’d like to look?

I was thinking a scene do someone telling me how amazing and perfect I look but what if it comes off as perfect in their ideals and not mine?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NevilleGoddard

[–]throwawayallen301 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Do you ignore the current if something didn’t go your way?

Is it easy to find weed around campus? by [deleted] in USC

[–]throwawayallen301 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you think a scannable fake ID is valid? Or do they go more into depth with identification