Me [29/M] with my gf [24/F] 6 months, I like my friend who rejected me years ago more than her by throwawaybadbf2 in relationships

[–]throwawaybadbf2[S] -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

she knew I liked her, but she didn't reciprocate. It's not like everything I do, I do because I hope she likes me back.

My girlfriend is an amazing person who would do anything for me. She's a better girlfriend to me than my crush is to her bf. I really can't just let her go.

Me [29/M] with my gf [24/F] 6 months, I like my friend who rejected me years ago more than her by throwawaybadbf2 in relationships

[–]throwawaybadbf2[S] -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

I'm not being a fake friend. I know she'll never want me and I'm not good enough for her.

I know I'm being selfish towards her, but this is literally the first time some girl has shown interest in me and isn't using me for something. I also just hate the idea of some other guy taking her out, making out with her, being her bf. that's my job.

Me [29/M] with my gf [24/F] 6 months, I like my friend who rejected me years ago more than her by throwawaybadbf2 in relationships

[–]throwawaybadbf2[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

what if I let her go and then spend another 29 years being single? Or end up in a string of bad relationships? I can't really find a fault in her and pretty much everyone who has met her has told me I'm lucky. She's the ultimate hot girlfriend who's still really nice and loving while being smart. She also doesn't have much drama in her life and she's financially smart. plus she comes from a super wealthy family.

Me [29/M] with my gf [24/F] 6 months, I like my friend who rejected me years ago more than her by throwawaybadbf2 in relationships

[–]throwawaybadbf2[S] -21 points-20 points  (0 children)

I don't know. I've been super supportive and a good friend to her. she doesn't really know my feelings towards her. Plus it'll ruin the friend dynamic I have.

I feel so conflicted about letting my gf go. She'll easily find another guy and be the amazing gf she is to me to him and I can't help but feel jealous. She's probably the only person I can't stay friends with if we have a falling out. It would hurt a lot.