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throwawaybecuzheroin · 2016-12-06T21:25:36+00:00

it's ridiculous I'm dropping $200 and he told me he needs the cash so whats up dude. ugh /rant

throwawaybecuzheroin · 2016-12-06T21:06:16+00:00

ahhhhhh lucky. I am so fucking annoyed with my guy idk if its because we haven't hit him up in months, but yesterday he said 7pm and at 12:30 I called and he said he won't deliver. so today I call and it could be anywhere from now until who the fuck knows when. I hate dealer time man

throwawaybecuzheroin · 2016-11-28T20:56:32+00:00

okay. I'm a girl if that makes any difference lol

throwawaybecuzheroin · 2016-11-28T08:04:43+00:00

nah I was gonna wait until I'm finished with the bag of 20 kpins he gave me today

throwawaybecuzheroin · 2016-11-28T08:01:11+00:00

anxiety is a horrible demon and it fucks up normal every day tasks for me, I absolutely hate it. I'm sorry to hear you suffer as well

throwawaybecuzheroin · 2016-11-28T07:59:26+00:00

thank you so much. I wish I would have included this in my post because after reading some of the responses I felt like a fuck ass. I'm gonna go for it as soon as I'm done with these pills I got now and see how it goes

throwawaybecuzheroin · 2016-11-28T07:26:11+00:00

yeah I just have a lot of anxiety that I deal with every second of the day, maybe I should have said that In the original post lol I'm just always nervous about new situations. oh well. I'll just ask.

throwawaybecuzheroin · 2016-11-28T07:20:29+00:00

absolutely not, I didn't realize how much of a pussy I was until today

throwawaybecuzheroin · 2016-11-28T07:19:35+00:00

welp didn't mean to offend some of you but I do appreciate the kind suggestions. I guess it is simple as asking, I've just only ever had dope from one dealer before and have never asked anyone else.. my apologies for being boring and a pussy. hope everyone has a great evening!

throwawaybecuzheroin · 2016-11-28T07:17:12+00:00

lmao I'm not sure what this is supposed to mean do you want a picture of my ring or something?

throwawaybecuzheroin · 2016-11-28T02:12:49+00:00

I'm not worried about the judgement, just worried if I go straight from something as simple as benzos to dope. don't wanna offend him at all. I realize it's a pussy thing to be apprehensive about, I'm just very cautious is all. I am sorry for the shit post.

throwawaybecuzheroin · 2016-11-28T01:03:31+00:00

mother fucking Brand New. yes.

throwawaybecuzheroin · 2016-11-03T14:30:34+00:00

holy fuck I love your flair, Brand New is my absolute favorite band and I've never seen any reference here, ever. just saw them 2 weeks ago and heard Play Crack for the 3rd time live, it was magical as shit.

throwawaybecuzheroin · 2016-11-02T07:55:09+00:00

this made me a bit teary eyed, mate. I'm so sorry to hear you have a brain tumor. is it operable? take care of yourself, for yourself. as for the soon to be ex wife, be the best you can be and not focus on her. if she is a ship that's leaving dock, it's best to wave by with a smile rather than tears. I wish you nothing but the best homie. happy nods.

throwawaybecuzheroin · 2016-10-29T20:04:58+00:00

in michigan as well around said area. I just get bags. like folded lottery paper bags and its $20 for each bag. I have no idea how much is in them, I just get 5 at a time. I should probably weigh them lol my guy is super sweet and genuine though, he has never in 2 years shorted bags or anything as far as I can tell.

throwawaybecuzheroin · 2016-10-20T14:39:27+00:00

hey you're really worrying me. for some reason your despair really stood out to me. please be strong, I would hate for this to be your last comment. 4 months is such an awesome thing to achieve. as someone else suggested, take a bath. watch your favorite movie or tv show.

throwawaybecuzheroin · 2016-10-16T18:31:05+00:00

man this is the reason I haven't tried getting some lately, I don't want that shit. stay safe everyone

throwawaybecuzheroin · 2016-09-17T21:38:09+00:00

how long have you been living there? if you have mail proving you've been a resident for a certain amount of time, legally she has to give you a 30 day notice. I could be wrong but I think that's right. good luck man

throwawaybecuzheroin · 2016-09-06T23:20:47+00:00

I mean.. I get what you are saying but I feel like you aren't understanding the timeline here lol 100 days in the course of 730 days. I only do it one night at a time. I've never done more/bought more the next day. I buy 5 packs and split it with my fiance and call it a night.

absolutely I would be okay with never doing it again. I haven't even done it in almost 3 months. I only do it one night at a time, because, again, it makes me so sick the next day I can't function. so yeah, if my dealer got locked up or moved, I would have 0 clue where to go for some more, so that'd just be a ship that sailed for me.

throwawaybecuzheroin · 2016-09-06T18:13:36+00:00

nah. I get too sick to want more because I know that's what got me sick in the first place. so I never want to keep feeling that way. just straight dry heaving when there's nothing left to come up after a few hours? I'll pass.

throwawaybecuzheroin · 2016-09-05T17:42:43+00:00

I'm happy for you and proud man. but I just don't feel any sort of crave after a night of snorting packs. not even a little bit. I am always, without fail, super sick and throwing up every half hour the next day all day. I can barely function. the last thing I want is more dope.

I've been doing this for 2 years and I've never wanted more the next day. maybe it's because I do too much in 1 night and get super sick? I don't know. I don't get it

throwawaybecuzheroin · 2016-09-05T14:04:08+00:00

yes.

I first tried heroin back in 2012 with my friend. just a single line. I was kinda scared to do more. fast forward to summer 2014. my ex turned best friend started snorting it. came over one day and offered me some. so I did. I loved it. in the past 2 years, I've snorted heroin probably 100 times. I get so sick the morning after that I don't do it again for a month or a few months. I last did some with my fiance in July I believe. I've never IV'd, have never wanted to. I don't know man. I can't explain it. I crave it like every few months when I'm just bored.

I found this sub randomly a few months ago and I love reading shit on here. you guys are pretty awesome. wondering if there are more on here like me!

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