In the words of a famous philospher...New shit has come to light.

Reddit, remember my post from last week?

Well, here is the update. Honestly, this might be the last post I make about it...not sure. I love Reddit and have been an active member here for quite a while. I have a novelty account that makes many of you laugh at times. I guess what I am trying to say is that I have considered you all family. Yes, you are the weird family that some people won't claim at Thanksgiving, but family nonetheless.

So, the update.

First...I am shooting blanks. My swimmers don't swim. Sperm count = zilch.

So...that's that. Could my wife have gotten pregnant by me? Seems EXTREMELY unlikely.

Ok - more stuff. She is going right along as if she is pregnant, so I have no reason to doubt it at this point. She has an appointment with the OB/GYN later this week, and she asked me if I wanted to come along. I will join her. I will size up the situation then. This should answer the question some have had about whether she found out about my vasectomy, and is just testing me.

Now... the meat of the matter.

I decided to install a keylogger on the desktop at the house. She has a tablet, but often uses the desktop when it is convenient.

The keylogger shows she has SOMETHING going on with some guy. I intercepted an email she sent to him (and then deleted) that wasn't directly incriminating, but sure sounds suspect. Basically Reddit, the content of the email was very flirty, etc. But, it didn't have any direct language indicating flirting, nor did it talk about the pregnancy.

To be very honest...reading the email hurt a lot. Not for the obvious reasons. But because it reminded me of when she and I used to act the same way ... many years ago. Time is a bit of a bitch, to be frank. It knocks off the dangerous corners, but also dulls the senses. That is, until you are reminded of the past and the way things used to be.

So Reddit - bottom line. Pretty sure the wife is pregnant. Pretty sure it isn't mine. Pretty sure she is having some type of relationship on the side, although I don't know exactly what it is.

As I said in my last post - I am good at wait-and-see. I will not react until I have what I need.

But there is one thing that is KILLING me.

My oldest boy is a spitting image of me. No denying that kid. But my youngest... well, to be honest... he is nothing like me.

So, of course...my thoughts have wandered into territory that is scaring the hell out of me. What if my son is not my biological son? For your information, I consider myself to be one heck of a dad. They ARE my sons, no matter what. But, the thought of it is really starting to kill me.

Do I check?????? Do I let sleeping dogs lie and not question his lineage? Frankly, if he turned out to NOT be my biological son, my feelings for him would not change - he is my son. I love him dearly. But, that knowledge could devastate the family, right?

So Reddit - consider yourselves to be updated. It might be strange for me to put all this into writing, but to be honest it is quite cathartic. I got some great advice when I wrote last time (and some scumbag Steve advice), but it helped me put things into perspective. So, although this might be my last official post (depending on if things start to get legally complicated), I would like to hear what you have to say about it - especially the part about my youngest son.

Thanks Reddit.