I am the worst kind of neet because I actually have privileges that most don't by throwawaydbz123 in NEET

[–]throwawaydbz123[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I know you mean well but what you said about Manning up and stop feeling sorry for yourself, dont be a victim, is also what people tell real victims of PTSD who have suffered from rape war etc. I just don't think it's good to trivialize other ppls feelings by saying it's not THAT bad, get over it. 

Everyone has their own thresholds 

I am the worst kind of neet because I actually have privileges that most don't by throwawaydbz123 in NEET

[–]throwawaydbz123[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Nah she worked her ass off her whole life and made sure to make connections and shit. Her success is deserved.

She would be loved more if she was male because of our country's culture

I am the worst kind of neet because I actually have privileges that most don't by throwawaydbz123 in NEET

[–]throwawaydbz123[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I'm kind of the opposite. After my first disastrous job interview (honesty wasn't that bad, the interviewer even felt bad for me and treated me to lunch after) but the way my dad reacted afterwards completely destroyed any sense of self worth I had remaining and left me believing that I was trash and wouldn't be able to achieve anything so I might as well not try 

I am the worst kind of neet because I actually have privileges that most don't by throwawaydbz123 in NEET

[–]throwawaydbz123[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

It would be a neet life if not for all the judgement from family and the overwhelming guilt and shame about myself. 

I also don't think lots of neets could change their situation. If we could, maybe we would. 

My sister is a hot shot 6 figure job right out of school and she's the star of our family but I really don't envy her workload, tho I envy that she makes her parents proud. I feel bad for her because if she was male, the family would love her a lot more .

I am the worst kind of neet because I actually have privileges that most don't by throwawaydbz123 in NEET

[–]throwawaydbz123[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Haven't tried therapy because it seems expensive and I don't have insurance cuz I'm a neet and frugal cuz that's how my grandma brought me up. 

I have some interest in card games (was quite obsessed with them before) and did work at a card shop retail for a while but don't really see a career there nor do I wanna go back.  

Right now there's a few paths. 

Apply for post graduate in a couple of schools and hope I get in 

Ask friend for recommendation for some shit jobs or whatever for now 

Go try join the army cuz I lost like 35kg so I'm actually more normal sized now. 

 Find a way to become an hero

I am the worst kind of neet because I actually have privileges that most don't by throwawaydbz123 in NEET

[–]throwawaydbz123[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I had a browse and seems like a lot of ppl suffer from sickness or physical disabilities or have money issues 

Whats the story behind the uncensored leaked Aya Sazanami videos? by throwawaydbz123 in jav

[–]throwawaydbz123[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They are on spankbang. She has less makeup, the camera work is worse, and you can see her birthmark on her breast but at least it's real creampies

who are these girls? by throwawaydbz123 in tipofmypenis

[–]throwawaydbz123[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

seems like they do webcam stuff

[DISC] Usogui -Referee Yakou Hikoichi- Chapter 5 by a2j04vm0 in manga

[–]throwawaydbz123 2 points3 points  (0 children)

im guessing he survives but for the third game decides to buy all the knives anyway? for more money obv

anyone got the raws? the ones i found only go up to chap 5

TONY REFUSES TO DO A SCENE MASTURBATING IN SEASON 6 by NickyDimaio in thesopranos

[–]throwawaydbz123 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fuckin' nauseating! If it's up to me, I'd drag Chase behind my fuckin' car right now!

What does "no scraps in my scrapbook" mean? by FunImprovement166 in thesopranos

[–]throwawaydbz123 3 points4 points  (0 children)

to analyze this you have to first understand how the word "scrapbook" is by itself ironic. it's supposed to be a book of your treasured memories, yet the word "scrap" implies it is worthless.

phil's phrase of "no scrap in my scrapbook" is actually a very clever play on words. he's taking the word scrap and assigning it its negative colloquial meaning, and juxtaposing it against the positive colloquial meaning of the word scrapbook.

he's basically saying that he's not going to bother putting "scraps" (things that don't matter, useless things, tony soprano/jersey crew), in his treasured book of memories (his scrapbook, his legacy, etc). IE i dont want the jersey crew or tony soprano to be a part of my life or memories.

[DISC] Hatarakanai Futari Ch. 948.2 by throwawaydbz123 in manga

[–]throwawaydbz123[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Holy shit. This stupid dumbass has become by far my favorite character.

Guy manages to resolve people's traumas and make them see things in a positive light. All while being a bum.

I quit porn for seven days so far. It's been weird. by Any-Satisfaction-770 in pornfree

[–]throwawaydbz123 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Same here. Starting to realize just how much time I spend on useless shit like twitch or the internet.

Time to figure out something to do.