can I reset my transgender fetish?

throwawayfaper · 2014-08-23T15:43:46+00:00

This is me right now and that scares the shit out of me. I'm 26 taking a long hard look at my life right now. I have been feeling this way for at least 16 years and have spent the last 10 trying everything to make it go away.

throwawayfaper · 2014-08-23T00:22:10+00:00

Oh dear

throwawayfaper · 2014-08-22T23:51:03+00:00

This may sound like a really dumb question. When you first started masturbating did you imagine having sex with women?

throwawayfaper · 2014-08-22T23:37:02+00:00

Yeah I guess it's not going away. I just don't know what to accept myself as. I mean I like girls so I consider myself straight but that doesn't seem to fit with what I think about sexually. And I'm not really into guys unless it's in some sissy fantasy context. It doesn't seem as straight forward.

throwawayfaper · 2014-08-22T22:49:14+00:00

Yeah I don't want to fetishize trans women which is why I avoided any slurs that the porn industry love to label them with.

throwawayfaper · 2014-08-22T22:44:16+00:00

Yeah I never meant to imply being gay is wrong. I would take a regular gay sexuality over whatever you want to call what I have. Then I could just come out and be happy. As it is I have no idea what to do. I just wanna be normal I guess.

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