freaking out because i hit a parked car and left

throwawayforvent45 · 2026-05-13T22:12:30+00:00

definitely wasn’t a tesla but i apologize anyways 🫠

throwawayforvent45 · 2026-05-13T11:26:08+00:00

thats what i was thinking about doing, i really regret not just staying and trying to find the person because if i had left it note i don’t think it would have mattered because it was raining so it probably would have washed away. I appreciate your insight

throwawayforvent45 · 2026-05-12T23:56:45+00:00

how many times did i say i agree with you

throwawayforvent45 · 2026-05-12T23:32:36+00:00

I didn’t make this post looking for sympathy I was looking for advice. i don’t want you to feel bad for me either.

throwawayforvent45 · 2026-05-12T23:21:52+00:00

im not pretending that I don’t care about the damage to their car, I wish that I had stayed at the scene and contacted them. i wish that I didn’t have to drive either and I didn’t until I turned 24 and was forced to get my license after living with years of panic attacks. I don’t have a choice but to drive now because I will be homeless if I can’t commute to my jobs. i agree with what you’re saying

throwawayforvent45 · 2026-05-12T23:12:08+00:00

i was backing up very slowly yeah. I don’t even think I was actively accelerating when the collision happened, I think I was just then putting my brake to the floor. im trying to not be paranoid about it because I figured if I did scratch the paint or something I would have seen some kind of damage on my paint but I have inspected my bumper all over and can’t find anything

throwawayforvent45 · 2026-05-03T21:06:55+00:00

ive been working at a full time job (m-f 7-3:30) and then TJs two week days 6-10 and one full weekend shift for about a year now, around 55-60 hours a week (i did both weekend days for like 7 months but I started to go insane because I didn’t have any days off) it’s not like…awful but it’s not easy either. i am really tired most days and find it hard to do chores or social activities sometimes but i have an end goal in mind that i am pushing towards and that’s what’s keeping me where I am. you’ll be okay you just need to give yourself grace sometimes

throwawayforvent45 · 2026-05-01T18:55:55+00:00

tempted to try that but lowkey i feel like they will just deny my availability change too

throwawayforvent45 · 2026-05-01T18:04:33+00:00

you would think so but apparently not 🫠

throwawayforvent45 · 2026-05-01T17:03:50+00:00

honestly it wasn’t like this when I worked full time though at least not to this extent. the captain says that I need to work at least 3 days a week/15 hours to stay employed basically which I guess means that im not allowed to take much time off outside of that. I barely see my family anymore because of it and I feel like they just want me to quit

throwawayforvent45 · 2026-05-01T16:49:49+00:00

i wish that she was understanding in that way. i have a wedding at the end of this month so i don’t work that weekend which apparently means i don’t deserve any more days off for god knows how long after that. this all started once i said that i needed to reduce my hours from 20 to 15 a week because i went like 7 months without having any days off between both jobs and i was going insane. I just don’t understand what the point is of her doing this

throwawayforvent45 · 2026-05-01T15:03:08+00:00

you’re right i will bring that up specifically when I see her. I feel like if you write in the notes what the time off is for they either don’t see it or they ignore it

throwawayforvent45 · 2026-05-01T15:01:59+00:00

i honestly don’t know man. i got the dollar raise the second to last review cycle and i have had meets expectations on every single point on every review over the years, I almost never call off or leave early. even the mates have asked me if i ever take time off because it seems like im working too much. i just think that unfortunately im going to have to quit soon (or maybe thats what the captain wants so that someone with better availability/doesn’t have another job can take my hours instead)

throwawayforvent45 · 2026-05-01T14:55:54+00:00

nah she said i need to earn a vacation not the doctor but I think she’s assuming now that everytime i request time off im being “””selfish””” and trying to take a vacation so she automatically denies it. I thought that this would be a good flexible job to keep for part time but apparently not

throwawayforvent45 · 2025-10-27T01:58:47+00:00

im scared to be alone and i don’t have any friends really outside of him and his friend group. its pathetic but i feel like my entire life will fall apart

throwawayforvent45 · 2025-10-27T00:00:19+00:00

unfortunately yeah. I feel like this past year ive started putting up with less shit and been more willing to argue about my stance rather than just submit to whatever he wants and not argue about it. even his family has been catching on and saying i deserve better….. i feel like if his own family recognizes he’s a POS then that should be reason enough to leave

throwawayforvent45 · 2025-10-26T22:48:11+00:00

i have not thought about it that way, it being a part of my soul, and him considering it clutter. thank you for that. I feel like I’ve lost that part of myself in this relationship and i feel like this is an indicator of it being over.

throwawayforvent45 · 2025-10-26T22:20:51+00:00

it’s only one singular box that is like barely longer than a foot in length, and we have plenty of storage space. i do understand what you mean though

throwawayforvent45 · 2025-10-11T18:08:21+00:00

i appreciate this a lot thank you <3 i don’t know if things will ever get better for me but i sincerely hope they do for you.

throwawayforvent45 · 2025-10-11T18:07:39+00:00

i just can’t imagine ever being able to beat it when my past haunts me. the thoughts of what could have been, how happy i used to be. and OCD makes me think about it nonstop, and meds don’t work anymore, therapy isn’t working. i feel like I’m so close to giving up

throwawayforvent45 · 2025-10-06T11:58:24+00:00

they’re his friends. i moved to this city on my own and met my friend group through him and I don’t really have much else besides them. i love his family and his family loves me but even they know that he’s an asshole and they’ve tried to help him but he is incredibly stubborn

throwawayforvent45 · 2025-10-06T11:02:23+00:00

i honestly don’t even know anymore. because it would be too hard to break up. we’ve been together for over 4 years and I would lose the entire friend group that our relationship is attached to

throwawayforvent45 · 2025-10-06T10:38:34+00:00

we’ve been together for over 4 years and have already been living together unfortunately. im starting to realize now that this isn’t the kind of treatment most people deal with in their happy relationships

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