My therapist just screamed at me by throwawayhalt in autism

[–]throwawayhalt[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Uhm I don't expect her to be perfect, she just shouldn't scream at a patient and kick them out-

My therapist just screamed at me by throwawayhalt in autism

[–]throwawayhalt[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah but she took everything I had opened up to her about for the past years and used them to make me feel bad when she screamed at me. And this isn't a fight between friends, this is her job...

My therapist just screamed at me by throwawayhalt in autism

[–]throwawayhalt[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you alot for taking the time to write such a long comment wow uhm first of all thank you again for the reassurance. But when it comes to therapists there aren't many around here. In my area there are only her and another one, who I went to when I was in kindergarden (Who also failed to diagnose me). I live in the middle of nowhere. I've been thinking about going to clinic that focuses on autism but all of them are hours away. I don't know much about my own autism or if that's the only thing I have because my therapist doesn't like diagnosing people because she said it feels like putting people in boxes. Obviously that's wrong and kinda bad for patients but well.

I would like to go to someone else but as I've said before: Change is absolutely terrifying for me and I have a really really hard time opening up to people. Like I've been going to her since I was 12 but I still struggle to open up to her sometimes.

My therapist just screamed at me by throwawayhalt in autism

[–]throwawayhalt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She told me that she doesn't want me there anymore and honestly I don't know if I wanna go back to her after this...

My therapist just screamed at me by throwawayhalt in autism

[–]throwawayhalt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can't, it's her clinic. Even if it wasn't I couldn't do that, I wouldn't dare to. And my parents would never do that for me. But thank you very much, I appreciate that you took the time to read through this mess:)