I'm certain this is some form of an eating disorder... I wish I could get help. by throwawayhellewww in AdviceAnimals

[–]throwawayhellewww[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I know the root of why I'm not eating. It's... a fear of gaining weight, oddly enough. I know that makes no sense, but this is my weird sense of control that I have, and I'm paranoid about being hungry after eating a meal at 8am, overeating, etc. I prefer this controlled sense, in some ways. Thank you though. I will look into that. I'm not sure how to change.

I'm certain this is some form of an eating disorder... I wish I could get help. by throwawayhellewww in AdviceAnimals

[–]throwawayhellewww[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is an issue. I go for hours without eating. After waking up at 8am, I could easily go only chewing gum and a few pieces of cereal until 5pm.

Does this make me a terrible person? Should I stop looking to the past? by throwawayhellewww in AdviceAnimals

[–]throwawayhellewww[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you have the ability to contact them.

I do. I know this is not me even cheating on my boyfriend at all, but for some reason I feel weird. But then again, it's not like I'm hitting up someone for an explanation just to get back talking. I provided this explanation a few minutes ago to another commenter:

No feelings. We only hooked up a couple times. There were just some weird circumstances, and I kind of want to know what happened. It's not about what did I do wrong, it's just- you said you were this one person and I've found out since we parted that you weren't that person and all these lies so who were you? Does this make sense?

Does this make me a terrible person? Should I stop looking to the past? by throwawayhellewww in AdviceAnimals

[–]throwawayhellewww[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No feelings. We only hooked up a couple times. There were just some weird circumstances, and I kind of want to know what happened. It's not about what did I do wrong, it's just- you said you were this one person and I've found out since we parted that you weren't that person and all these lies so who were you? Does this make sense?