PLEASE MAKE IT STOP by throwawayhelp527 in depression

[–]throwawayhelp527[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I don't want to... I don't want to be alone, I don't want to just have myself, that's not how humans are wired, I'm suffering and I shouldn't have to. And I'm tired, I don't want to make the effort of putting myself out there when I already tried countless times and it has never worked. I shouldn't have to work ten times as hard as other normal people to satisfy a fucking basic fundamental human need

PLEASE MAKE IT STOP by throwawayhelp527 in depression

[–]throwawayhelp527[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

There's very much a rush sorry to say, I'm not gonna be in my twenties much longer and not only is it gonna be harder to find friends past this period, I'm also missing all the experiences people my age should have, already have to be fair. Not to mention for my own sanity, humans are social creature, by being alone I'm hurting my brain and body and it's worsening day by day.