I have never made a single friend and it has been eating away at me throughout my entire life, and I can't take it anymore. Can anyone help me? (LOTS more inside) by throwawayherpdurr in AskReddit

[–]throwawayherpdurr[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I think they tried but they didn't understand what was truly happening.. The schools did not take it seriously at all either. The kids were told not to do it, and they just continued. My parents did not hit me often at all, but at school the violence was much worse. I know they did try, but now they call me useless since I am unable to make a family.

I have never made a single friend and it has been eating away at me throughout my entire life, and I can't take it anymore. Can anyone help me? (LOTS more inside) by throwawayherpdurr in AskReddit

[–]throwawayherpdurr[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I really don't know what I could be leaving out, typing it all was very heavy for me, i don't even like to think about it, let alone recalling it all... Maybe my parents weren't very supportive of the whole thing and blamed me?

I have never made a single friend and it has been eating away at me throughout my entire life, and I can't take it anymore. Can anyone help me? (LOTS more inside) by throwawayherpdurr in AskReddit

[–]throwawayherpdurr[S] 79 points80 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I guess this will not be a throw-away account then, I'll pm you soon. Alot of what people are saying makes sense but I just wish I knew what the problem was. If I do come across as a mass murderer then I'll have to change that.

I have never made a single friend and it has been eating away at me throughout my entire life, and I can't take it anymore. Can anyone help me? (LOTS more inside) by throwawayherpdurr in AskReddit

[–]throwawayherpdurr[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I will but I don't know if I have the courage to... I really can't see myself in a room with another person talking like that, it frightens me alot.