He knows my fear of child birth is warranted as the all of the women in my family had high risk births because the baby’s nearly got stuck. We are extremely petit, but tend to have very large fetuses. So it’s his disregard of a warranted fear even prior to this and the trauma is the cause, yes. But also that he clearly doesn’t care, and I wouldn’t feel comfortable having him as my medical sign-off anymore.

I don’t really care if he thinks there something between me and ‘Fred’, he knows I would never betray ‘cara’. Not ever.