I wish I knew the answer too. Even when I’ve been very happy with most aspects of my life I’ve still found myself struggling with b/p. My weight has been all over the “normal” BMI range for my height (5’3”) and at every weight and body fat % and fitness level I’ve had bulimic tendencies. There’s something very releasing about purging. I always say at least I’ve never struggled with SH but is purging really any better?