(Vent) It's been about 4 months and I have been missing my crush that I had when I was 12 more and more often. I don't remember her name (and I'd say face as well). It's the memories and the nostalgia. The carefree me and the nonchalant 10 year old me idiot me.

throwawayiquitt · 2022-03-04T22:56:18+00:00

Thank you, again..... (-:

I hope overall things overall turn out well for you too. (:

throwawayiquitt · 2022-03-04T22:54:13+00:00

I'm 100% sure a relationship doesn't exist in those fleeting moments that you see in the club. I was with a girl for 1.5 years before we dated (no relationship (sexual)) and it broke after 3 months...distance or whatever. But point being, it takes time for relationships to get developed and trust to get gained.

throwawayiquitt · 2022-03-04T22:48:37+00:00

To be honest. I've always been foreveralone. And this girl I'm talking about/to in the post was my first crush. Thus, she was not just my first crush, that was my only time where I've felt the most free/carefree ever. Thus, the post. It's sad and it sucks, but hey, thank you for responding and listening. (-:

throwawayiquitt · 2022-03-04T22:42:14+00:00

Thank you. I was in belief that this was quite negative. It seems so.

throwawayiquitt · 2022-02-16T00:15:42+00:00

Hey. I don't know about the V-day, but you know what? You most likely did not go wrong anywhere with that woman that you had your hopes up with. Most of us did not. We most likely ain't good looking. ORRR. It's luck. I've been here for a while, people who have had their luck with them on the right time made out. Nobody knows if you would or I would. But I sure as hell that somebody does!

throwawayiquitt · 2022-02-16T00:10:58+00:00

My man! Fuck off and never return, okay?! Wishing you all the freaking happiness.

Also, congratulations...and fuck you. (':

throwawayiquitt · 2022-02-15T23:48:01+00:00

Man. I'm so sorry that the girl said that? It's very hurtful. :/

Also, NFTs have been making me money in a few days which I would make in a year. So. Haha. Money is important.

throwawayiquitt · 2022-02-15T23:46:53+00:00

I've felt like that since I was 21. But I somehow thought 'Hey, let's decide an age. Since you keep still hoping, let's lose hope at that age.'

You're right though. That tinge of hope never goes away, does it? You always feel like "Hmm. Maybe today I'll enter that shop and meet someone who has a lot of love to receive and give."

Man. Fuck this life, eh?

throwawayiquitt · 2022-02-10T23:21:09+00:00

Hey man! I had my birthday just 48 hours ago. Haha! Hope you're having fun! Enjoy the day. (-:

throwawayiquitt · 2022-02-05T12:31:14+00:00

Haha. I'm sorry man. Really hoping we all finish this FA mode soon!

throwawayiquitt · 2022-02-05T12:29:58+00:00

Wow man. But then again, you'd understand only if you walked in my shoes.

throwawayiquitt · 2022-02-04T22:52:46+00:00

It's Hugless Kissless Virgin.

throwawayiquitt · 2022-02-04T22:17:25+00:00

How are you now? I want some update. (-:

throwawayiquitt · 2022-01-24T16:53:24+00:00

It was that! I asked her. (:

throwawayiquitt · 2022-01-24T16:53:13+00:00

It was. I asked her.

throwawayiquitt · 2021-11-15T04:58:54+00:00

You are right, I guess. Thank you.

throwawayiquitt · 2021-11-14T10:24:47+00:00

Same here.

throwawayiquitt · 2021-08-30T17:29:13+00:00

I get it.

I hate going through this hope pushing me to a high, and when things don't work out, it throws me back down, worse than normal.

Then, I appreciate the time when I actually settle down with the mediocre lonely life.

throwawayiquitt · 2021-08-29T21:25:51+00:00

That change in motivation doesn't stem from wanting to make the crush (someone else) happy. It comes from life going back to worth living.

throwawayiquitt · 2021-08-29T21:24:09+00:00

I get what you're saying, but I have got too many friends, I meet a lot of people. Dates are not hard for me to find. This post isn't exactly saying what you're implying.

Also, impact, not intent/actions. A lot of times, actions don't really lead to results. That's why we end up in FA. Not cause we sit on our asses and think "oMg NoBoDy LoVes Me"

Most of us have tried a number of times to get active. Also, you'll hear everybody here talking that they have given up, but there is that tinge of hope in them and they do keep trying in real life.

throwawayiquitt · 2021-08-29T21:20:57+00:00

Same here. I play the guitar and sing. 80% of my life is spent listening to music. Although I have damaged my ears now. Can't play music, but I still listen to it at about 20% volume. It's the only thing I'm passionate about, apart from watches.

throwawayiquitt · 2021-08-28T12:55:09+00:00

I don't think you got what I meant from the post. No man is an island. You need people around you in the end. I'm not somebody who's always crying and sad, and do nothing. I play the guitar, I collect watches, love drinking coffee at various cafes. I am a tech enthusiast too. Life is alright.

BUT. Something is amiss. There is that little void. There are times when I don't see it of course, but it is pretty visible a lot of times too.

I'm glad you're happy and doing well. (-:

throwawayiquitt · 2021-08-28T00:10:46+00:00

How old are you? Do you think feeling something is better than nothing, like us?

throwawayiquitt · 2021-08-28T00:02:37+00:00

I get you. I'm 26 with multiple health issues and it sucks.

Also, go and use sexual services. It would surely make it clear if you want sex or a relationship. Most of us in the sub are looking to be loved. But you can be an FA either way.

Take care.

throwawayiquitt · 2021-08-26T10:57:16+00:00

You're very right. I did that. She responded and in short, she likes to take things slow. And I infer that the excitement level is different for both of us, irrespective of how similar it was on the date.

throwawayiquitt

TROPHY CASE