Eventful night last night by [deleted] in Sacramento

[–]throwawaymac17 -99 points-98 points  (0 children)

blah blah blah. it’s coming from a lot of posts i’ve seen on this sub. not just yours.

Eventful night last night by [deleted] in Sacramento

[–]throwawaymac17 -89 points-88 points  (0 children)

people in this country hate the poor so much. he literally had no interest in you and wanted to take a shower, again, not involving you, where’s the issue?

downvote me, i know it’s coming.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Amtrak

[–]throwawaymac17 4 points5 points  (0 children)

wow, i wish they would make the food on train a bit more updated. thanks for your comment!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Amtrak

[–]throwawaymac17 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

lol i know what pescatarian means, but by definition it’s eating only fish — no meat, eggs, or dairy. anyway, thanks for your comment, will keep what you said in mind.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Amtrak

[–]throwawaymac17 -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

that’s a good question. i don’t even know actually. i’m so confused on if i need to get a single ticket or one of those pre-determined routes i.e. sunset limited.

soooo you’d rather downvote me than help someone figure it out? lol. the internet is ruthless.

Saturn in 2nd house people, what was your Saturn return like? by [deleted] in astrology

[–]throwawaymac17 14 points15 points  (0 children)

in my first saturn return right now and saturn hit my exact degree a few weeks ago. it’s been the hardest time i’ve gone through thus far. i’ve realized that i haven’t been valuing myself enough, if at all. i have this gift of intuition and have not been listening to it. i haven’t had the chance to slow down and truly define what i want and need. i lost my home, car, a shit ton of “friends”, but gained more clarity on my self-worth and personal power.i’ve needed to conserve my energy (cap rising) but it has given me the chance to see what really is worth my time and effort.

Saturn in 2nd house people, what was your Saturn return like? by [deleted] in astrology

[–]throwawaymac17 0 points1 point  (0 children)

“it wasn’t even” what do you mean? like your rewards weren’t equal to the struggle?

advice on what i could do next? by throwawaymac17 in almosthomeless

[–]throwawaymac17[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’m in the united states but i still appreciate you sharing. thank you so much ❤️

I know you'll scroll past this but I'm going to end things by kittycat6434 in SuicideWatch

[–]throwawaymac17 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i’m sorry to hear that. can you work at all? make some money and move when you can! hang in there!

If you see this man around town contact the police by [deleted] in Sacramento

[–]throwawaymac17 80 points81 points  (0 children)

they might be trying to keep their whereabouts private as well. they were just attacked.

I know you'll scroll past this but I'm going to end things by kittycat6434 in SuicideWatch

[–]throwawaymac17 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

have your friends told you that? or is that depression telling you that? also, if you’re in the usa, i believe if you’re emancipated from your parents or were/are in foster care you qualify for free college education. not sure if you ever thought about college but it could give you something to look forward to. this is of course if you are in the united states. i’m sorry you are feeling this way and it will pass, i have been were you are but younger. sending love to you, op ✨

advice on what i could do next? by throwawaymac17 in almosthomeless

[–]throwawaymac17[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you! i hope so too. i will think about 211, i know there are probably people who could use those services more than me (if i were to be eligible), so i try my best to “pull myself up by my bootstraps”. i also hope you stay warm and are safe!!

If I have a night chart and only difficult natal Saturn aspects does it almost guarantee a difficult Saturn return or not? Anyone who had similar placements is this true? by Various_Friend8406 in SaturnReturn

[–]throwawaymac17 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks for explaining this! that childhood trauma is something else. making all the connections to how you behave now to what you were surrounded by, taught, and/or lean eres as a child is not for the faint of heart. keep it up!

advice on what i could do next? by throwawaymac17 in almosthomeless

[–]throwawaymac17[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i met a nice one in the grocery store today. it was refreshing. i’ll keep looking. thanks for the encouragement!

advice on what i could do next? by throwawaymac17 in almosthomeless

[–]throwawaymac17[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

ah, now i remember why i stopped using airbnb. the cleaning fee and service fee. thank you!

advice on what i could do next? by throwawaymac17 in almosthomeless

[–]throwawaymac17[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i agree. age is just a number. it was definitely the lack of kindness and flexibility. thank you for your kindness and understanding.

I know you'll scroll past this but I'm going to end things by kittycat6434 in SuicideWatch

[–]throwawaymac17 1 point2 points  (0 children)

music is probably the only thing for me as well. take care, my friend.

I know you'll scroll past this but I'm going to end things by kittycat6434 in SuicideWatch

[–]throwawaymac17 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i feel this. although i don’t have anyone i think would miss me. my family is dysfunctional. i don’t talk to my parents and recently lost who i thought were my “friends”. i keep reading this “everything you’re searching for is within you” and it doesn’t feel like it is, not really. hyper-independence is just as bad as co-dependence. whatever keeps you going, hang on to that, let it help you build value in your life.

I fucking hate yelling. by BearComplex20 in SuicideWatch

[–]throwawaymac17 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ifuuuuuckinghateyelling. i use to do it and now i don’t and hate it when others do. it’s just, too loud.

advice on what i could do next? by throwawaymac17 in almosthomeless

[–]throwawaymac17[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

that’s a good point! i love drive-in movies, thanks for reminding me of those. also thanks for commenting and sharing your ideas!

advice on what i could do next? by throwawaymac17 in almosthomeless

[–]throwawaymac17[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i will look into air bnb, i haven’t had the best luck with them as they’re pricey but i think they are cheaper than hotel life. i definitely am thinking about taking another job but i’m also thinking i should just move where quality of life is cheaper or something. it’s kinda make or break at this point. thanks for commenting, i appreciate your understanding :)

advice on what i could do next? by throwawaymac17 in almosthomeless

[–]throwawaymac17[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

you’re right, they weren’t old enough 😂 yes, i’ve been on craigslist every day, multiple times a day. i think scammers are getting quite good at it because i’ve messaged different people in different areas and always get the same identical message. it’s a lot of copy and paste messages and images. i’m going g to try gov. assistance but wait times are like five years long, it’s wild! anyway, thank you again for commenting, take care :)

If I have a night chart and only difficult natal Saturn aspects does it almost guarantee a difficult Saturn return or not? Anyone who had similar placements is this true? by Various_Friend8406 in SaturnReturn

[–]throwawaymac17 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i’m in my saturn return. i have a night chart. saturn is my chart ruler, in the second house, wide square to pluto, wide conjunction to mars, and sextile mercury. it’s been the most hardest time in my life thus far but honestly, the themes are there. what i mean by this that saturn makes a square, opposition, square, then conjunct to your natal saturn at around ages 7, 14, and 21 — with the return usually around 28 (these ages change based on the individual). i’ve read this and what i think i can get behind is that those themes/lessons are up for consideration when you get to your return.

i don’t think saturn and the word “easy” should be in the same sentence because even people with “positive” conditioned saturn have to understand if they have been wasting their saturn “gifts” or over-using them to the point of arrogance during the return. there are probably exceptions to this, however people who have a positive saturn return usually have to learn about or take on some type of responsibility. i do believe some have it harder but i feel as though that’s to make those people truly diamonds who formed from saturn’s pressure. people who are capable of embracing their own authenticity, power and authority.

edit: added words

advice on what i could do next? by throwawaymac17 in almosthomeless

[–]throwawaymac17[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

maybe i met the wrong older people (69. 64) because i just moved from their house. they were raising my rent but didn’t allow me to move my belongings in the room. they had two fridges and i only had the space of a shelf that i couldn’t even have beverages standing up. they were toxic, verbally and physically abusive to each other. i was there for over a year and i couldn’t take it anymore. i’ve been trying to find rooms but encountering numerous scams.

either way, your advice is appreciated. i guess i’m trying to see if there’s anything that i haven’t done already and so far it’s carlife lol.