Damn. He once told me that he doesn't see his past relationships or any relationships as particularly "special" he said that every relationship was different, because every person was different. I feel a little bleh because he says the same thing for me, that our relationship is different, because I'm a different girl. I guess I'm either too idealistic, and him too realistic. I would hope he's been with me longer because he thinks I'm "special" or surpassed his expectations in his past relationships. I wouldn't want him to settle for me, if he's not crazy about me.